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2009-12-07T07:15:00.000-08:00

changed to livejournal!
rundledome.livejournal.com:)

2009-09-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

last day of term 3.
and im not looking forward to holidays cos i only have 1 day free.
mon to fri going back school.
sun whole day carnival.
then i wonder how efficient can i be in this quite busy(to me) schedule.
sec3 life seems vry dull. its like all the colours in the skies from sec 1 and 2 has disappeared like that. so many things to cope with. especially being a upper sec and as stress from academics start to pile up, expectations from cca becomes alot higher. i dont know how long can i cope before i have a mental breakdown. i realise my posts become vry dull also as i come to sec3. my sec1 posts are like, i think i was in mental hospital then too siao already. the math log quiz affected me quite alot. i studied for it. but why when i see the ppr, my heart wasnt there, i couldnt think. and i started panicking at the last moment. the most i can get is 3/10...i cant afford to losen now, if not all my efforts will go down to drain. i dont know why i feel super duper tired of everyday's life. have not been talking or smiling or laughing much drng lessons now. is not emo or what. is just no mood. trngs have been relatively tiring. with intervals, the dread for trngs like last year come back again. and i dont dare to complain. because i dont have to right to complain. so what if i hit below the timing, im still a vry slow person. i need to do sth abt my legs. they are too slow and cant act together with my mind. and i realise when i play, im vryvryvryvry lazy. i dont know why am i not going all out, is it because im too hesitant. i give up so easily now. and i hate it. im like complaining here like that. aiya i dont think anybody will see also so its quite good.

2009-08-23T06:29:00.001-07:00

woah seh my blog really vry dead already!
i think even if i post this right, then alot of ppl also wont read cos they had had believed it was dead! ok i sound like vry high like that..
i dont know what to post actually.
i think i just suddenly want to run away from this hectic life of mine.
is like now i want to just relax and not face homework for one whole day. it is possible. but i will be even busier and i will get more stress. so im obliged to face those sickening work. although they are in varieties but i dont like it. i dont savour them like how i do on a large variety of food placed in front of my face.
and now i have to memorise poems. and taiwan independence problems. and the chinese culture test has SOURCE BASE. history one is already siao already. come chinese one. then somemore the exercise we did i got 5/10 only >< latr i study so much, in the end i dont know how to answer lol. that will be worst thing ever.
i sound like im complaining again aiyo.
i think i have sth to be happy about :D
just now i went with my parents to restock our house of necessities in fairpricefinest.
then i bought FOOD:D yaye then i wont have to live on maggee mee for supper anymore. and i need not find up and down for crumbs or traces of food in the afternoon!
hehehehe....
ok but cannot eat too much this week, cos only got one trng session.
and amanda tan is vry lame, she went with her mother to raffles place there the patch of grass. i think it was the place where we once had a netball carnival there before. then they went for a lucky draw for a car! LOL. lamepok. and the weather ytd was vry hot.
ok must go and memorise already.

2009-07-28T20:03:00.001-07:00

argh i missed circle properties quiz and bio spa already:( and alot of lessons. now im getting worried. cos next week is blocks. and i cant get down to study cos im feel so weak and no energy to move or digest all information. suppose to go to school today. but suddenly last night my fever rose to 38.o D: and i couldnt sleep at first cos i felt so feverish and it was really bad. if i was younger, i would have probably cried cos the feeling isnt nice at all.
but i mangged to go to sleep and my poor mother had to wake up every 4 hours to feed me medicine...bleh.
woke up this morning and fever somehow subsided to 36.3. was quite happy. but i still felt quite weak and when i stood up from my bed, everything was such a blurr. and i had a veryvery bad stomachache. vry bad means really super duper duper pain, excruciating pain, that weakens my whole body till it has no energy and i felt like fainting. but i had to push the motion out if not it will be more pain:( and i totally had no energy to push the motion out, so i was gasping cos of the pain. it was really really terrible plus horrible.
i tried playing the guitar and i had no energy. then the notes all come out wrong ><
hope i can go for limelight tonight. heh shall try to study now.
rahh i hope i dont miss out alot on work:(
fever fever please go away,
jolene wants to come out and play.

2009-07-25T04:38:00.001-07:00

im staring at this page wondering what to write...
ok i dint even know how i ended up at this page.
ohh and we are team 2 not team 1><
school been vry sian and rushing of work here and there, sometimes nowhere.
then lessons are so boring.
my LA is going to die. unseen poetry/unseen prose. teacher totally dint tell us the technique properly. like what devices here and there. only keep asking us to try doing.
argh. i dint stress is trying to conquer my mind and make me feel exasperated. but it cant i dont know why. im starting to have the i-dont-care attitude towards work now. but i know im going to die if i continue like this. i want to continue studying and doing work now. but i just cant. probably playing a game will help me.

2009-07-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

today was a day with alot alot of things i think.
our class only 9 ppl dint wear traditional costume and i was one of them:)
and wanglaoshi said our class was the most enthu one lol.
took class pics and all those but it dint felt the warmth and comfortability like i took with 205.
then i had LA speech about caning. quite a serious topic then i fumbled at some words.
argh stupid printer had to break down and i couldnt practice.
oh ya ytd melissa speech was the best and most humorous speech ever. i laughed from beginning to end and still laughing.
math was damn sian.
the asian delight auntie really freak me out now. first she smiles at me, then she asked for my name, then she asked me to be her goddaughter ytd.
then SIL. now i think of sil i get pissed. whats with the sarcasm. a few times i ahh piss ahh piss with tt person. i stupid can anot? listen to teacher still need ask abt ws. not like you no need listen still can do. then there were so many answers here and there. in the end i just anyhow write cos wrong also my own fault, i wont regret. then whats the problem with passing arnd that white, folded into many layers, thing around. super irritating. somemore i had to do the passing. i dont know if you will read this, but i dont care anyway.
i dont know what happened to me but i started to feel damn angry and i dint really talk because i scared the person agitate me i will scream at her. and i muttered obscenity in my mind repeatedly and under my breath which dint help.
argh probably i pms.
match at 330.
first quart, we were leading by 2.
second quart, we were losing by 1.
third quart, we were losing by 5.
fourth quart, we lost by 13.
my stamina. the guilt keep prickling me that i dint run enough.
second quart, i felt like vomitting.
and i always super slow nv faster go in block ziwei to help peizhen. rahh.
third quart i think i fell on my butt. and i couldnt feel my butt. i stood up and i felt like i only had one small butt. then i was thinking how was i going to dabian when i go home. lucky latr my butt flew back in place again.
ms lin said after first quart that she couldnt deny the other thing was much stronger than us it was a 50/50% who will win. i guess our stamina dragged us down. but i think team 1 did well today though. at least we improved so much so much in those lousy matches with other schools that we won/lost. 3rd place. we must get it. we can do it team 1.

2009-07-15T06:39:00.001-07:00

many things suddenly come crashing on me.
until i have to use work to numb myself.
argh its so tiring. i have to deal with so many things besides work.
and tmr has trng with fri match on in school.
my stamina really die. all due to my laziness.
and as things happen, with all the work and everything, as i see from the outside as things happen, i start to see stuffs i dont notice last thing. things that were foreign to me.
and its funny just to realise only now.
i realise im good at hiding my emotions in front of alot of ppl (except_)
cos once i start thinking abt all those stupid stuffs, i will break down as easy as you blow a feather away.
so probably maybe anytime im appearing happy, it may just be a mask i had put on to hide my real emotions. and i really feel fake after eveyrhting.
argh block test is coming really soon. and there isnt much time to study.

2009-07-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

sometimes ppl just shirk off responsibilities of a project even the deadline is approaching and do not even try to compromise by sacrificing some time of theirs to complete it together. all those reflections in projects. are they truly true? or just for the sake of beauty sake of the report? and im pissed off for the person who have to shoulder all the responsibilities. actually if this happens to me, i wont really care, but dont know why when this injustice happen to others, i feel angry for that person. is it cos of human nature of being selfish? whereby you will choose over individual work over project work? but i know of ppl who will totally dedicate and sacrifice their own work for project work, mainly cos others are not doing their jobs. and sometimes when so much effort is put in, what you get back is just sarcarsm.

im not sure what im saying also. like posting to vent out like tt.

anw i not talking abt my own project.

2009-07-03T05:32:00.000-07:00

i shall post sth, cos my blog is always dying.
i still cant get use to waking up early in the morning, super tired but lucky my dad could fetch me the whole week cos got h1n1.
and he drive super fast so i reach school in 15min from khatib:O then i dont get to sleep much also.
now sitting with melissa. lucky is i more familiar one if not i wont really talk also><
bt the ppl i know well around me so quite okay.
today was quite a sleepy day.
cct was discussing abt our relationship with our parents and what problems we faced.
then i slept waiting for LA teacher to come. and i tired until i totally fell alsleep.
chinese. we made li lao shi quite angry>< got too much distractions already.
haiyo the breaks timing for us really vry torturous for my stomach D:
second period already start growling, third period it starts churning, recess it is numb already.

then after that dont know which break, i was waiting for shannon outside the toilet. then i decided to go to the toilet also. but i had to wait for shannon to come out cos i only use the toilet that she was using only>< i also dont know why, cos i feel comfortable doing buisness inside there? and i dont feel there is any ghost there...and when she came out, she was laughing then she told me "woah somebody got excessive hair loss leh!" then i got a moment to realise what she was talking about and i burst out laughing. then i went to that cubicle to do some buisness also. then when i was squatting down, i saw all the loss h___?! i started laughing to myself cos it is gross until super funny....ok this part sounds abit sick, but i think its quite funny:D

after school stayed back again cos dint feel like going home.
played basketball with shannon a while then got sian.
so we played court with daliyi, chuanling, joy, jill, joanna, tiffany hehheh.
at first they very shy, but then at the end they still quite shy also.
haha quite fun la. but abit tiring cos i think my stamina dropped alot><

oh ya amanda tan was abusing me in the morning today!
i was sleeping then she started tickling me everywhere, hitting me, smacking me, pinching me, kicking me,slapping me. and i was like her stuff toy like tt alamak. crazy pig one this person. too much stress already then suddenly got violence in her! hahah but quite funny la cos she was laughing to herself also hehe.

aiyo sometimes i feel so cheated by priotising certain work over other work.
ytd i had la essay draft 2 to do and it was 2days overdue and i felt super bad to myself already.
but then i had 2 physics ws to finish also (which i had alot i dint really know)
then in the end i decided physics ws was more impt so i decided to hand up draft 2 on tuesday nxt week. cos i had to create a speech for today also.
and THEN physics ws was extended to next tuesday o.o
actually small matter, but i feel even more bad to myself cos my draft 2 is going to be super overdue...D:

oh ya SIL today we were discussing about cyberspace stuffs. then mr chan and mrs chew asked us why do we want to have online diaries such as blogs to let/ allow people see what we feel and do, and putting some information on the web whereby everybody can see. cos its funny to like post online what did we do and how we feel about certain people. then this question really struck me. i also dont know why i had a blog and why im willing to post all this also. and i realise it is kind of weird in adults point of view. and melissa said "ya lor. and somemore we dont like to let our parents read. but we let outsiders read." lol kind of make sense here. but i guess it is kind of weird if our parents read the blog, will feel vry awkard. i think here and there, i also dont know why people want to post about themselves online, or even why i do that also.

2009-06-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

heh haven been posting for a vry long time...
i think vry little visit this blog also xD
june holidays arent even like holidays. i guess its the same to most ppl too.
"holidays" = time to spam students with projects and deadlines
and every subject teacher just assign one project and thinking its only one project for the students to do for the holidays.
but if every subject teacher does tt, they dont know how much workload there is for the student.
and its hard to even meet up, everybody is so busy with ccas, holidays, personal stuffs.
this sounds like a complaining post.
actually i slack alot but then i dont think i have slack enough.
almost everyday i look at the reports of the SIAs, its getting on my nerves. and i just stop typing. but i have to go back to typing again.
argh after school reopens, everything is a cycle again again. even the caterpillar have a better life. it goes through a cycle also but it doesnt go back to be an egg again, whereby it must eat leaves and have to crawl slowly. it becomes a butterfly which can eat honey and die peacefully after that. ok i think tt doesnt make sense.

wed is friendly match with ct.
see team 1 play today.
my umpiring was terrible o.o like cokeye like tt. its right in front of me then i nv blow. then its so far away i can see it but not suppose to blow cos not my area, then i go blow! alamak.
i want to play as well as them also. but i dont know if i really have the ability. like sth is stopping me from carrying on when im tired. i think im starting to play just for the sake of playing and cos i have no choice.
i cant stand my hesistance in everything ahh..
ok i dont know what to say already.
i guess i will have some fun arnd the end of the 4th week of holidays.

2009-05-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

heh im here to revive this blog :)
but then dont know what to write so i shall post chemecar pics.

hehe the trophy and money! $200 but half goes to school.

BEEZY

JAM

SUPERCAR

ICEMO

HEOALAW- formed from "walaoeh" backwards><

our colour super contrasted car. it was supposed to be a muscle man but we gave up doing it heh.

we unexpectedly got second. the whole thing was quite tyco. cos shuqing screwed up the semi finals and the car dint move an inch. then we over travelled but heng we nearer to the 13m point. quite fun the competition:)

i feel like im deteriorating badly. i dont know what happened to me. i feel like im possessed or sth cos i always dont know what im doing. and when its over, all the guilt will start shooting thousands of needles at me. tt drive to run for my life for tt ball. tt split second of wrong timing. tt wrong decision. tt wrong mistake. tt hesitation.

i can only move on. jiayou team 1:) jiayou shannon for tmr:) jiayou amanda for FOA and limelight:)

2009-05-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

slept for 2 hours last night...
then woke up at 530, go airport fetch yunge off.
actually i tot i wont cry cos i wasnt vry close to her.
but the tears just come out aiyo.
and breakfast was super ex:( $4.90
its kopitiam or sth like tt then so ex alamak.
after sending her off, we took skytrain to terminal 2 to take mrt go junction8 watch movie.
shannon sis met up with us.
played house of dead 4 with shannon at the arcade.
woah vry long nv play, vry rusty but it is was still vry fun.
and the game was cheap there. one game $1. normally $1.50 one game.
then after tt we chionged to the cinema. and i bought cheesehotdog.
2 for $2. sale hah. oh ya we got this jackpot thing, then our prize was $10 off $60 nett price in FOX.
watched wolverine. haha really a vry nice and worth it show. cos the effects vry nice and things like change here change there.
and amanda tan was fidgeting here and there. in the end she slept. lol swinetan.
and i want to watch the next movie of it.
after tt went to eat lunch at food court. woah totally no appetite and feel like dying already. super tired.
after eating, went to action city and me shannon amanda each bought a bread dough. is new arrival one and we bought different expressions haha.
shannon's nose was blocked then she cant smell the bread.
tmr got 2.4km, enl match, guitar lesson.
i feel like dying already.
and i only know what to bring, dont know who in my team.
i know peizhen in my team cos joey tell me.
haiyo i miss xishi. xishi made me have the feeling of a team back.
hope lingting in my grp heh. cos like work more with her.
aiyo die guitar i haven practice.
im going to go sleep already.

un-answered.

2009-05-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

woah dint have the energy to post another one ytd night.
argh i really scared 2.4 cant hit below 13min.
today i ran 2 rounds for warm up with ziwei then i vry tired already.
and i think i wont have enough motivation to push myself.
aiyo this is going to be a sian post again.
if feel bored till here, then faster switch windows.

got back bio today. i think ms chen vry nice cos my point wasnt vry specific she still add mark for me. oh i left my foolscap in the toilet ytd and i was panicking at home.
i think chem e car will die, we haven come out with analysis yet....
the best is our car bang into other ppl car then they crooked also. aiya so bad.

next week enl start already, and we still dont know our grps...
like quite scary cos like nv play tgt then go out compete already.
i hope i not in the mon grp one cos i will totally die and pull down the whole team.
cos i mon running 2.4 :(
the game with diaochan stopped cos heavy rain.
dont know whether is a good thing anot.
die already, i dont know whats happening to me.
im deteriorating every single game and quart and every play.
how i wish i was a jnr. i can be inexperienced and the pressure in playing wont be so much.
but i dont want to be a jnr cos i want my batchmates.
after every quart, i feel tt i played seriously vry badly, it is alot of problems until i dont know how and what to improve on.
then like my play is so bad already, i dont know how to give comments to jnrs. and im really totally clueless and not helping out properly.
its hard being a snr, and harder being an inexperienced and lousy snr.
argh i dont know how to play better. its so frustrating.
and my runs are super crap. sorry lingting.
woah really vry hard leh.
aiya dont want talk already.
if this part is discovered, shhhh.

205 CLASS GATHERING AT SENTOSA! :D

2009-05-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

woah my blog dead since dont know when already xD
and i going to post at least another time cos alot of things happen and got alot of photos.
so my blog can be dead for somemore time.
hehe class gathering! most successful one ever! got 20 ppl:) (i think)
the previous one only had 6 pathetic ppl xD
and its really nice to be back as one class again...although like got split up in the middle><
reached siloso beach and we took a class pic:) quite cool la and saiying is crazy!
she is in between the upper top of the red "S" :O

in the bus to siloso beach!:) rosanne look like she kissing justina xD

result of nth to do at the beach....

wah now got sun wu kong already climb tree!

vanessa laying an egg! surprisingly! saiying got hold of her EGG!! volleyball! this team VS....

this team!:) this team so prepared compared to ours can xD

haha i think this picture quite cool like shannon just passed to me then i going to hit over to her!

amanda putting sth in her pants?! seems like a phone then rosanne must be shrieking sth again...cos her mouth shape so funny!

the weather too hot already.

joyce looks like she going for some excursion then the sun vry bright!

lol this one is when i was sitting down looking at the pics in amanda photo then i just snap right behind me and i got THIS! LOL!!

woah i think vanessa mouth is over active

joyce playing some hp game and adjusting her AHEM? i dont know whats below><

shannon and evie applying "feel me" sunlotion.

saiying falling alsleep? chenxi doing her things again and she was sitting on a ROCK cos she want to avoid the sand hahahaha.

lol this metal belt was from joyce then we starting playing wiht it:)

shannon showing me the BIG rock below!

aiyo saiying leg the orh chae so BIG!

hehehe:) i realise im the only one not looking at the cam xD

this one look liek the 4 oriental beauties thing! but who is yang gui fei ah? ( the fattest one)

the V shape!

amanda can go temple already or advertise:)

haha jianing hor so funny like suddenly POP come out when she supposed to be beside junqi!

woah first time see rosanne so serious!

going home!

we were eating dinner at "the mussle guy" and the food was nice with good service! 6 ppl ordered fried rice with chicken wing! and got soup of day and desert one the meal so quite worth it! and the total bill was $163.15! so i guess the restaurant made quite a big deal:) and we were spending 30min on the bill cos dont know is compound interest or simple interest then we still go ask the person in charge or sth like tt....

the orange souls! jianing look like she fang pi then the face vry shuang....
splashing water then become blurr blurr....

class gathering was really fun! especially at the resort at sentosa! played table tennis, arcade and billard! :D haha in the end the resort more fun than the beach xD and at night was vry fun also! hehe and van dont dare go down teh water in vivo...she think that it is vry dirty cos it is full of niao niao....aiya actually i urine inside there before xD hehehe!

2009-04-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah
now like every week not do hm, then is rush sia reports, if not mugging for block test.
not even one day to rest :O
just realise physics sia draft due next week.
then cl sia FULL report week 8!
alamak die already. and next week got maths, bio block test.
then got CHEM SPA! how good if it is really go there and spa can.
and i think next wed our inter league team got self trng. cos chuanling say mslin say can organise to pei yang mo qi.
tt means my spa going to die :(
and nxt tue i cant go for trng cos i got chem e car trials....
every weeek i will tell myself "aiyo next week damn busy, how to survive!?"
do everything until no meaning already.
got back chem ppr. teacher was beside me then she just POMP the ppr on by table and i got a shock lol. the marks were sort of good but i dont know why i dint feel happy, elated or even ecstatic. i think even if i got higher marks i also dont know what to feel.
hmm trng.
beep test :O
the thing tt i feared most out of all the warm ups.
was damn scared cos my stamina deproved alot and suddenly run, dont know can even hit 7 anot.
then ms lin suddenly say "jolene you better run 8.5 ah! if not extra 5 rounds arnd the track!"
and of cos my jaw dropped like :OOOOOOOOO
i dint know cos i looked no-confident or scared. or maybe like what chuanling said, it was just expectations.
hit 8.7. i really ran till my legs went jelly and i couldnt feel anything.
and i really heaved a big sigh of relief when i heard the unclear ang moh eloquent voice said "8.5 BEEP"
then latr split into 3 grps.
my group have jingwen, ziwei, chuan, xiuyi,lingting, shuyi, geraldine, me.
then had team ball drills also.
bleh i think the court part i really dint go all out.
like i run run then suddenly stop running.
then rushed down to guitar lesson and i see all the notes want to sleep already :(
heh i shall go do my ih assignment.
tmr warm up 2.4km.

everybody is tired at this period.
but the only solution is to keep moving on even though it is a endless path or journey.
just remember that there are ppl who want to learn but they have disabilities or they cant.
and here we are complaining about learning.
what a teacher said is true. now knowledge is vry cheap. just click on google and everything is there.

2009-04-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

heh i shall post pictures so no need say too much words.

ih was screwed up. i think i failed cos i wrote the wrong other factor. argh

then now super lot hm.

realised math is right before bio like just this week.

last recrea team trng seemed quite short. took many pics after tt. and the jumps shots were quite funny. is not i slow reaction is i jump too fast! tts why im on the ground on the pic.

after assembly:) quite cool. like the sky is so bright with many human below. like we vry ignorant to actually what is happening in the real world. quite true in a way la. cos we everyday study study study, like alot of things in the world we dont know. maybe for me.

shannon and her chiong wong wong snail! with her oil blotter on her nose lol.

went to amanda house on wed to visit her cos she sick:)

haha we vry nice right:)

then vry long nv see skyboy(her dog) also

and skyboy turned out VERY BIG! :O

wonder what amanda fed him. and skyboy welcomed us straight away even before we enter the house by going arnd our legs hah. so cute.

so amanda was eating pizza upstairs then actually want scare her in her room one.

hehe her room vry big and nice and windy:D

skyboy grabbing and licking shannon's leg, thinking of the wrong thing...vry fat right skyboy

so cute:D look like elvis presy lo. the hair hor totally cover the eyes, wonder how it sees things.

hehe.

shannon carrying restless skyboy.

skyboy in the air! he kept jumping and jumping when we went near him LOL.

hahah browsed through old pics and founds this vry funny:D vry cute also hehe. this is amanda tan wei mun!

one year ago the skyboy jumping! he so small right last time.

and last time can see his eyes xD

hahaha amanda face is DAMN funny. laugh like siao when i see her facebook lol. corkeye and weird tongue.

today shannon came my house to do ih sia and ate dinner heh:) and her tanline is the number 492 cos she go run biatholon then quite funny.

trng starting next week...then have to rush up after tt cos guitar at 7. woah means need bring guitar to school...

amanda tan choose same sabs as me!!!!!!!!

2009-04-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

well done nynb b'div:D
1st in zonals, 2nd in nationals!
the whole nynb is vry proud of yall:)

got back la results ytd. ok la nv fail can already. at first i see 21/20 then i HUH?! in the end is write wrongly lol><
today was super tired i dont know why. is the real tired and the tiredness of coming to school to study and face all the work.
assembly was abit sleeping.
then pccg i was falling alsleep and i slept for like 10 min drng physics lesson after tt. i just cant stop my eyelids from closing bleh.
LOA 1115. but i left at 1145 cos i abit scared of ms chen.
in the end she mistaken tt i was competing and she said good luck xD
went to take a look at the netball noticeboard. actually the previous one quite ok leh.
played court and my shoes were conducting heat and it was super super HOT and burning D:
then set off for bedok hah.
i suddenly in the bus totally sian diao. like shit i have "2 chem ws, FN 2, cc2 ws, ih sia, chem sia, STUDY FOR IH TEST" then arghhhhhh damn it. im so gonna die this weekend and next week. somemore trng are resuming nxt week....and our chem e car the wheel came off so need buy the REAL type of wheels...
then just kept worrying until i think i vry no efficiency, then i started to "emo" or sth. pissed, frustrated, helpless, irritated. i was partially tired also. i watch the matches until want to sleep. then of cos until nanyang match jumped up!
lol i dint know shannon & her teammates came to support till chuan told me><
haha yuxuan and cheryl were interviewed by mediacorp ppl then like quite funny.
went back with shannon cos need buy car wheel.
lol walked one whole big round and finally find the bus stop tt jnrs were at cos we were sort of lost.
bought all the materials and i guess mon can try le:)
arghh i want finish all my hm by today. then memorise by sunday. cos mon, tue , wed i all not free. my ih sure fail.

really feel like slacking off from every single thing now.
im really exhausted every where.

2009-04-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

today i dint put my foot out of the house even one time, i only close the window (cos it rained)
woke up thinking it was sat, so on the tv wanted to watch doreamon o__o
and then come out i dont know what. so disappointing.
i remember last time i k1, k2 tt time when there was no kids central,
930 got batman one. then after tt is barney. and last time the cartoon vry nice one lo.
now like all so lame and not interesting, not funny, not thrilling, not cute.
somemore they talk tt time cannot hear.
now i think got....spongebob square pants, jimmy neutron, fairly odd parents, mr bean, tom and jerry nice only i think.
and how come now no teletubbies already. become care bear. then the care bear so many colours then the stomach got rainbow one :O and i think not as cute and nice as teletubies but then popular got so many leh.
now also no winnie the pooh the honey bear and tiger which always pong pong pong one.
then no roadrunner also :(
lol suddenly write about drama xD
heh next week is chem. die man. cos the bondings i dint get it right last year beginning of year....
i miss like 4,5 hrs lessons of chem and 3,4 hrs history lessons ><
dint do well for chem blocks tt term. 26/40. almost failed and i think i got phobia after tt..even though sec1 i got 38/40 for chem lol.
and IH is worst. there is so much things. but can extract but scared never take impt points. dilemma when writing notes. and i think im rewriting notes-.-
i dont want to study. who dont wants. but studying is impt. i dont even know what i want to be next time...
i want to be a doctor i think but need many years of studying D:
buisness? i not crafty and calm and effiecient enough.
actually i want to be forensic, work for police to solve crimes one:D
but singapore also nth much murder so no $$
practices guitar just now...tried sight reading. can la but slower cos the lines so close to each other all look the same then i will HUH?! whats tt tau gay note?
practice "the gay parade" cos teacher say go back play.
then my mom started playing with the guitar and she pluck the string ! as in pluck it upwards LOL.
yaye bdiv won rgs 26-13:D
i think the defenders and midfields did vry well in defending. can see it was more of a defence game and they did nanyang proud!:)
mon 1030 got Leave Of Absence again! but woah miss so many lessons xD but really crucial match so it is worth it!
to think of it, the REAL trngs are going to start in like 3 weeks....
and im feeling scared. really scared. im scared of the stress.
cos i dont think i can go to the standard yuxuan, cherynn,zhengliang, jiaen, shihui are at now.
it takes great determination and perserverance to go to tt high standards.
people say dont look down on yrself before you even try.
but words are just words. trying it yrself is even more difficult.
and as snrs, we must like lead jnrs and have vry good trng attitude so tt they will have also. sort of influence them.
and 2.4km every trng. beep test. 400m under 1min45sec (2 sets). 5 rounds(one run one jog). suicides. long short long.
it is good for stamina but everytime i go through these, it is mentally struggle especially 2.4km and beep test. cos like want to improve then must push and push my limits.
my reactions so slow somemore. like ball come, i take 1 more second then ppl to realise it is coming...
and then! im the shortest circle defender! lingting, liyi, zhi yi, shuyi even taller than me can :(
okay so i must aim to jump higher and at the right time!
and drink more milk. but i only drink soya milk -->calcium lesser, grow slower.
lol dont know what i talking here. shall go do some work...

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
:)

2009-04-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

shall post since i dont feel like studying yet...
ytd morning run was quite tiring><
like want to push but cant push.
and i had constipation throughout the run.
the brown "it" could be felt in my large intestine :o
played court after tt and i think it was quite nua for me and shihui.
cos we threw jelly-like passes at each other but was quite funny :D
i perspired alot alot then like super dehydrated.
and we got back our cl ppr :O so fast one. i remember last time wanglaoshi mark vry long one and you feel more secure cos like more meticuluous the way she mark although she vry strict.
dont know i should be satisfied or disappointed.
satisfied cos i passed. disappointed cos it wasnt a nice pass. but if i dint expect to pass in the first place, why would i be bothered whether the results are good. haiyo i also dont know. if you get sth, you still want more and more and more.
this greed makes me more disappointed and feel lousy about myself.
but i guess this greed will help and push me into working harder the next time and following exams.
the first type of greed is acting on me now. i dont dare to see the marks of the paper. the red colour stuffs on my cl ppr. pian duan shuo xie i got 10 :(
actualy the first thing ppl normally do after looking at their marks is looking arnd asking for ppl's score. i dint really dare to look arnd but i did ask ppl. i told myself i cannot compare with the lowest cos it is running away from reality and i wont be able to improve. but i dont know how to improve.
haiyo dont talk about tt thing already. i think sec3 results affect me alot alot more.
at night went for guitar lesson with shannon and amanda.
lol i brought the revision exercise book mathematics instead of my guitar book !
then i alamak! cos i flip open, expecting those tao gay appearing here and there, everywhere,
THEN i saw QUADRATIC GRAPHS, and i stone a while and realise i brought maths.
i need practise alot more cos i cant read notes and my jie zhou gan no good.
and tt piggytan i think she learn super fast. cos she covered our last week one and catching up with us already :D
today nth much happen. tmr going down to support nynb against rgs:) yaye got LOA. really hope they will win! if nynb become 1st in zonals, 1st in nationals, it will be super cool:D like can go arnd and say how good and zai nanyang netball is:)
okay i think i go and do big buisness then start studying heh.

2009-04-03T19:31:00.000-07:00

woah slept vry early at like 9+ ytd ><
so today woke up quite early.
yaye ih exam is postponed:D
the essay i totally dont know how to do.
today when it was announced through the speaker, shannon screamed lol. i think she squeaked.
chinese exam.i finished summary in 3min -.- i think tt part sure fail already cos i just anyhw take points tt i think was right...hope i dont fail again D:
hmm then cant remember much le.
after stayed back with jingwen and chuanling cos i dint feel like going home....
actually is cos i dont feel like moving my butt cos it was quite nua.
i tried shooting with netball at the basketball hoop for a while heh.
then i just stoned and stared at the jnrs trng.
got 1 sec one i think she should put in more effort. cannot cos she tall then dont run. aiya dont know.
went back with amanda after tt :)
oh i took my ic le. and it looks weird.
wed trng was ok. dint have sprints so hehe not as tiring.
then i bluff shannon tt i register her name and tania name for the NYSUPERSTAR for ballroomdancing and singing xD then she got a shock of her life LOL. and she rushed up to leting's class right after the last lesson hahahaha. super funny hehe. anw if they really need go and compete, it would be vry funny:)
thurs i forget le.
i think i was quite tired and i slept drng cl class with shannon haha.
fri nth much also. assembly tt time the sec1s parents were super noisy like auties in the market like tt...
then pccg was about going silver centre. not really looking forward to it this year. maybe it is with whom i doing with. i want 205 back :(
chem. i guess we are at least learning sth now. term 1 we totally nv really do anything.
recess stayed back for physics and i was super hungry so i got a bit pissed. sorry amanda>< and thanks for buying food for me :)
bio quiz. i think i going to fail it. arg the lock and key hypothesis. 2marks fly until the mountain of dont know where already :(
lunch amanda had lunch prac. so changed into pe shirt and played basketball with shannon in the hall:)
then was cl after tt. totally dint have the mood to do the bao zhang bao dao.. so we were super noisy xD
talking to xiong yue xiaolei vanessa weishan and shannon.
then what banana thing become super funny.
i think i asked xiong yue sth like "do you like to eat banana?" (in the wrong way of cos)
then she "WHY NOT?" with her hands up. then it was super funny:D
i think xiongyue vry funny hahaha. cos she quite big sized then her water bottle is super small.
then i asked her "why yr water bottle so small?"
she said "cos i so big ma, then must act cute"
i totally laugh like siao.
after cl was la. haha free period!
then we were discussing about tsktsk SHIRT. so it is black :D
i think we were vry noisy cos after school 305 and 307 ppl say can hear our voices :O
then chuanling say she heard me say "i dont want pink colour one. i want rainbow one!"
and cheryee say she wanted to go over and smack us cos they had maths lessons.
trng ytd was quite tiring i guess.
3 suicides. i think i used to running it till i not scared need run already. then nxt time ms lin ask us run wont so worried:D but i still need improve my stamina ahh...
trained stomach muscles. crunches and the ball thingo. aiyo i think i grew fatter cos ytd do like quite pain. normally i do crunches wont pain one><
then medicine balls. hand was quite pain too:(
today dint have ma bu or static hold.
oh ya shit. i made joey sprained her ankle D:
cos we were fighting for a lob then she got the ball already.
but i couldnt stop in time so my whole body banged into her.
she lost balance and then both of us fell down. but she banged right into pole and sprained her ankle. alimama joey better get well soon! if you need ice i will go GO help you take:)
then ptm the food was gone before we could eat anything:(
ahhh not fair:( but the asian delight auntie gave me a free cha ye dan:D
took 74 wiht amanda to amk hub and ate cup noodles xD
reached home arnd 840 and was scolded ><
then i slept then now posting. latr must do work le. and amanda tan is still sleeping PIGHEAD!!
haha i go play guitar a while first before studying.
byebye.

2009-03-28T08:26:00.000-07:00

hehe feel like posting so i shall post:D
pictures first:)
shannon at my downstairs swinging LOL

self explanatory:)

siao one.

at weishan's house lol. spot the difference....

weishan's dog doodle:) the dog food brand one.

justina as "guai kia" for our la sia video xD damn funny look like praying penties hehe.

close view. weishan look like she proposing to shannon behind...

me and amanda:) cos shannon and junqi change vry long nth to do so just take lo hehe.

after dinner after gathering :) yaye wanglaoshi was there.

at ecp outside 7-11. i think this picture vry funny haha. amanda is like dabian-ing. shannon eating loli. junqi eating egg so cannot open mouth :O. tania and kahmun= models

ytd trng was quite horrible...

jiaomei came down to train us then we disappointed her vry badly :(

cos our runs, drives, catching throwing all like even lousier than cdiv days....

bleh vry scary.

then courtwork we keep making mistakes.

then she said sth like "woah i next time dont want come down already even if i miss yall."

then vry sad :( aiyoyo...

and we trained till 645 cos our standard was vry vry bad...

and after jiaomei left, we had a talk till 730 with jaimehong..

we must really pull our socks up!!

cos like what jaime said, how we fare will be how the jnrs fare.

so we cannot just let nynb kua diao.

must push jnrs up to higher standard like how sec4s did to us last time.

i think our batch can improve and deprove at a vry fast acceleration. increasing acceleration and decreasing deceleration LOL.

reached home abt 9 xD

today i went to see doctor in the morning...

cos my flu quite bad...argg now its the wrong time to get sick:(

then i went to cut my hair (WRONG DECISION)

alamak man.

now i dont knw how to face ppl...

i want to cut cos the fringe will kuchi kuchi my eyes then just tell the PRC trim and fringe cut short.

then it became like THAT!

haiyo whats done cannot be undone...

the fringe now super short and thin until i look like prisoner.

somemore i black black one. look like weird prisoner.

worse still if i look like mas selamat :O

ok but my hair not curly as mas selamat so nvm:)

when i reached home abt 12+ amanda tan piggyhead then wake up LOL. bendan :P

then after tt shannon came my house for project meeting and she ate lunch herself at my house market there...

paiseh ah cant accompany you cos i was sleeping><

we were going to do the video but then this shannon hor go do like 3/4 of everything already!

so we only did NG scenese. the video vry funny la. cos justina siao one. then some things we say until vry weird.

and then went facebook. and i created a pet in pet society called "booka" cos my maple assasin call "winterbooka" then dont know what to call so call tt lo.

then super lame one. go ppl house kiss and hug and punch and dance can earn $$ then you go scrub and soap then clean can earn $$ too. then play and play so lame.

at first i was laughing cos how can you go ppl house then go scrub them and then go and soap then as and when you like it! then it seems vry funny cos i still get $$ from tt.

ok then i went betting on who will win the race.

first one bet peishan cos her points high so should win. then i won the bet haha.

then after tt i bet ms li. THEN I LOST LOL.

my mother came back so we eat and show my mother the video.

then want go downstairs play billet but then got ppl book :(

so go playground and swing here swing there. i still scared of heights. if go too high, my heart will jump and i start laughing and laughing lol.

then shannon had to go back cos she need go jj lin concert....

went for my niece's 1month birthday thing.

then almost all i dont know one

just see alot of children running arnd play here play there one.

then got one triplets vry funny. cos the oldest the size the smallest. the youngest the size the biggest.

and then we play some thing like put one pyramid there, then on top got some palm spring move here move there one. then you have to throw the circular hoop aim inside.

haha then we challenged so i tyco get in alot then they say i cheat one.

then put super far and high and go shake the spring palm LOL

and then got two mothers(my cousins) like start convo with my mother abt children.

then their children p2, p3 only.

but they scared their children learn the wrong way. especially for sec1 and 2.

keep asking us how we study, how to manage then what pocket money.

then ask until vry funny cos they seem vry suaku.

and ask my mother "you still bring yr children to park drng weekends?"

LOL go park hahah.

and they realise how little we sleep, they :O then vry funny.

through the convo, i realise my mother got alot of activities and vry free.

cos she got line-dancing, yoga, charity work, go temple recitals every week.

super tired now and i haven even started on any hm arhh....

ok shall go do now...

2009-03-24T07:34:00.000-07:00

heh haven been posting recently.
guess i was too busy with school work, project and sleeping.
class gathering was like a clique gathering lo xD
at first me and shannon reach tampines mall then we tried to contact ppl tt were on going.
then we went playground first and got one spinny thing quite scary and fun:)
waited for amanda to be available cos she got choir friendly then she said NO ONE from her side was coming :O
then kahmun said she was coming. so total :4
went to eat lunch at ljs where i only ate fries cos quite full due to roti prata in the morn><
then received sms from junqi say she can come also total : 5
LOL took taxi to ecp cos bus service starts at 1400.
went macs to see junqi eat lunch. then tania say she on the way with kahmun total :6
haha tt was the max number of people for CLASS gathering:)
then cracked some jokes awaiting the arrival of amanda tan!
and she appeared like from the wrong direction one xD
and kahmun couldnt get black, orange, kahmun, tania nose, jolene magic hahaha.
it was super funny cos it was so obvious and kahmun still "huh"
then we went cycling heh.
tania couldnt cycle so 4 single bikes and one 2-ppl bike.
shannon rode with tania and it looked damn funny cos they looked like lovers.
and tania could sms and ride bicycle cos shannon controlling direction o.o
and she kept screaming when nothing was happening in the beginning.
junqi stayed near them then kahmun vry steady one like a long brown bean:)
and amandatan ah, she keep screaming super loudly tt it was so funny hahah.
and she dint ring the bell or brake in time tt once she led to someone falling straight off her bike :O LOL
and when amanda haven get momentum, you see her bike turn left ah, turn right ah, yr heart will bomp bomp bomp ah! cos its vry scary, latr she suddenly POMP fall down!
dint really cycle much as 6gracious one cos the weather wasnt favourable and not all of us chiong-ed xD woah 6gracious one totally go until dont know where man. can cycle till our netball chalet there at tanah merah!
then it rained and the lightning was super scary cos it was vry near us.
after tt cycled back and return our bikes.
we were meeting wanglaoshi for dinner at j8 but tania and kahmun cant go...
then went 7eleven to buy things to eat cos vry hungry:(
and took a picture outside 7-11 hahah.
bade goodbye to them and we went bowling centre to continue eating:D
then took taxi to eunos mrt and met yuka.
haha it was a vry good talk with wls cos like a few ppl ma then easier to talk.
and my food was not nice. regrettedbuying it xD
left the food court at 9+.
then went to buy bubble tea hehe:D
we were blowing into our straws to make sounds and i think it looked funny xD
hehh i think i dont feel like posting le ...
tmr got team talk.. wonder what is it about..
byebye

2009-03-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

woah holidays are here already.

but im going out everyday of the week :(

from week 10:

sat - go school and shopping centre film for la sia

sun - maths tuition

week 11:

mon - project meeting; filming for sia and go weishan house
tues - trng

wed - cip 11-4 :(

thurs - go sign up guitar course with piggytan

fri - trng and project meeting

sat - class gathering at ecp

sun - math tuition

okay some are fun some arent but its tiring to go out every single day :(

blehh all the stupid projects damn it.

got LA sia, physics bio to finish this holidays and bio and physics haven start yet.

alamak and school work is not quite manageable...

especially sciences D:

the 3 pathetic physics i took damn long to do. and bio i totally stunned. look at the qn and sigh.

and i dont understand the velocity and speed graph of physics.

am i not listening in class or im not hardworking enough.

i must really pull myself up from laziness and talking too much in class.

oh ya i suddenly remember tt im going to change seats xD

cos got teacher complain about me and shannon talking lol

actually we talking abt the work lo, not other stuffs ><

mummified apple research is so not fun :(

come out all the human mummification then i scared see scary and all my goose bumps come out. latr at night got nightmare :O

yaye congratz bdiv for getting champs:D

yall did nanyang netball proud =)

the match in the beginning was super nervous cos the score was so close. with one leading at 1min and the other at the other minute.

then 3quart was scary. cos yuxuan sprained her ankle.

i think cherynn did vry well :) like if suddenly from wd go play circle defender is quite scary. and she handled well:)

dinner was quite nice la.

cos so long nv stay out late since beginning of year then its like can relax with yr teammates and eat till you explode!

but its quite ex >< $27

then i think i only managed to eat till $10++

the oreo cheesecake was nice:D shall post pics soon hah.

then can exercise cos some food downstairs one so wont feel so full:)

but the only thing is the place quite ulu....

then played zhong ji mi ma with jnrs haha.

durian soya sauce wasabi prawn egg grape?

taste super wrong haha.

and lingting taste buds are nuts. totally no feeling one can. should go join fear factor then eat those spiders and cockraoch and what juice one.

then was quite tired...all of us bloodshot eyes.

went home with yanquan and valerie.

the talk was quite nice although i was damn sleepy...

like i think i feel more comfortable talking to snrs than last time. but selectively la><

last time like just listen them talk also quite nice.

i dont know if i can regain my drive and everything back in netball.

now its like i return to my sec2 skills and worser stamina.

and like i trained 1year for nothing. it feels terrible to think about it.

my stamina now is like super sucky. today long run was quite ok. but i cant imagine 2.4 under the HOT SUN under big pressure.

and my skills....dont want to talk about it. totally not improving and not going for ball.

i need ppl to scold me. but maybe a person of higher position to scold me to move me on which is a coach. i shall work hard this year.

cos if i dont work hard this year, there wont be any more chances.

and we must prove to jnrs we are not tt bad. cos like only 3 of our teammates made it into school team....and then dont let jnrs look down on us!

jiayous sec3s:D

maybe i should start running myself cos i dont think im fit for strenuous trngs, especially with ms lin where expectations are super high...

i must see improvement in myself! jiayou joleneong:)

then ytd went to weishan house. was super sleepy.

although quite funny at times.

omg justina thong look damn funny ><

and weishan house is super duper big haha.

and her dog is vry cute:)

ahhh how am i going to finish hm, projects and study for exams....

super super super X 10000 stressed up now :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

stress make me vry sian and unhappy....

2009-03-07T07:13:00.000-08:00

woah back from obs :D
obs was damn tiring and not really fun to me i think.
its like when its tiring then its not really fun.
but maybe its fun. aiya dont know ><

first day
shannon & weishan couldnt go then i knew i was going to be lonely. cos in class i think i talk to those 2 the most only.
then i was hoping tt they mix the classes up. at least can have amanda or any teammates.
in the end the school kindly group watches up by classes. how helpful:(
ok in the end i had to sort of "rely" on justina cos there was no one.
and she wasnt really reliable cos she dont want to accompany go dabian for 2 times.
aiya my dabian so smelly lol so nvm.
set off late cos dont know what the ppl doing.
took group photo and the camera man sucks can. i wasnt looking at the cam in the photo and it cost $4...
the boat there was quite shuang cos got cooling wind :D
then ok the nightmare started when we reached there...
301 to 305 all at campsite 1, others at campsite 2.
tt means i dont get to see amanda at all:( then nobody to tell stuffs. was quite disappointed about tt D:
heh our watch was called ARMSTRONG :) actually we all not vry strong xD
our instructor was jasmine who was vry nice:) and realise at the end of the day she was married with a daughter lol.
settled down then looked arnd the store where all the equip was.
then did a blade of grass which means you relax, stand there like a dumbbell while 2 ppl push you back and front. quite scary and fun.
trust fall is this thing tt you just fall backwards while ppl below catch you with a mat. damn scary :O
did belaying. abit like rockclimbing la. then somebody pulling you one.
LOL the funniest part was cos justina was belaying(pulling the string) for larissa to climb up.
then when larissa was coming down, larissa had to fall on(let go of everything) so all the weight goes onto justina and justina's legs totally flew off and i was justina's ankleman :O
omg la i totally sia dao faster pull justina down if not justina dont know fly to where already :O
then they gave us lunch or sth like tt with ALL THE FOOD FOR THE REMAINING DAYS!!!
siao one can. so many biscuits and bread which were for lunches and breakfasts.
lunch was ok cos everything taste nice when you are hungry and i like biscuits so it was considerably nice in a way:)
then nightfall already dont know what happen ><
cooked dinner - rice, sardines, luo han zai, peanuts(not nice D:)
hmm at first not bad la, after tt eat until want to puke.
washed up, pitch tents which i never did before :O and it was damn dark and we cant see anything without a torchlight bleh.
and justina was totally freaking out about WILD BOARS which really appeared but nv attack us la:)
then there was this lame firedrill which everybody strolled there>< and we got scolded for not having urgency for firedrill. woah firedrill at 10+?! they super early :D
in the end had briefing then nv brush teeth xD slept with justina jastine larissa and vanessa.
ok so larissa was happily snoring, vanessa suddenly kicking me in the middle of night, justina and vanessa keep facing me then i cannot move if not i will kiss them straight.
it wasnt a nice night to sleep but ok la good experience.

second day
woke up damn tired. unpitched tents.
breakfast wasnt really eaten cos we were late already><
the morning pt was super not like pt cos we were playing games LOL
did rock climbing. the wall not really nice to climb cos it was just rocks with little uneven parts. not the normal got grip here and there one.
then i regretted not climbing till the last part.
firstly, i discovered i was damn scared of heights, led to i was shivering while climbing xD
secondly, my shoe had no grip
thirdly, i was constipated><
then it rained so no chance to try second time D:
after tt packed stuffs into backpack cos we were kayaking to campsite 1.
woah super heavy man. about 15kg to 20kg. (we were going to track with tt weight for 14km on thursday :O)
was totally dying just walking to the jetty.
learnt how to kayak then went inside the water to feel the sea.
the cool water tickled my body until i was screaming and laughing.
then according to amanda, she was passing by kayaking in the red kayaks i saw at tt time and she heard me screaming and laughing. and she saw me also. she called out but i dint hear nor see ><
then we learnt how to capsize and save other ppl. quite challenging cos the kayak is vry heavy and must empty the water inside. somemore there is water current.
after tt we kayaked from camp 2 to camp 1. had to try capsizing in the deep waters. we were agaisnt current so if we stop kayaking the water will push us back.
and we totally float bcak damn far from capsizing. my partner was xiaolei then we were "left right left right" the whole thing. ok then i tot xiaolei 's leg was the kayak when we capsize so i GRABBED IT :O then we were like bursting into laughters for quite long. first time see her laugh until like siao zha bor like tt haha.
camp 1 is not really nice. somemore the water pipe burst so only one toilet to bathe in. and the water is like shooting sand at you so super pain to bathe D:
food at the cookhouse was ok la not really nice. pitch tents and briefing. my hand was burning and ppl screamed when i touched them so went medical centre and my temperature was 35.9 -.-
so the nurse(who looks groggy) say no worries when i felt feverish.
slept super well tt night :D cos i slept before larissa xD

third day!
we woke up at 6 when it was supposed to be 515 :O
then still had to pack things.
ok realise our watch dont really have the initiative, like do their own stuffs. except for emily and rebecca cos they super on one:)
kayaked with justina. our watch had to capsize first cos we dint finish capsizing the previous day. i was totally lauhing when i capsized into the cold waters. cos it was vry cold.
actually it wasnt tt funny but then like you purposely go and die in the waters and commit suicide not funny meh.
then the expedition started :O
omg la 14km of kayaking and like cannot really stop if not we will be pushed back by the currents. my arm was totally dying but cannot stop then steering(person sitting at the back) wasnt easy, it was quite tiring.
then i got abit frustrated lol.
cos like kayak in one straight line so nicely, suddenly someone come in and bang you and yr kayak change direction. then some ppl nv say sorry one. and then some ppl whack you on the head with the paddle somemoe lol.
i dint put sunblock on my ear!!! omg la BIG REGRET D:
in the end my ears had second degree sunburn :O
it was damn red and blisters formed the next day....:(
and my right one drng trekking i tot is mosquito flying arnd so i squished my ear in an attempt to squish the mosquitoes!
then after i squished, i felt alot of water so i take out and see and smell, it was PUS from my blister D:
super gross....then my left one was kena smacked by jingwen at night LOL. she just happen to pass by and then she PIAK my left side and water shot our hahaha.
kayaking was super challenging but got sense of achievement when we reached the destination :)
ate lunch on the kayak also xD
and i PEE-ED in the sea thrice! it is quite cool and shuang.
cos like the water is cold then when you pee, yr middle there feels hot hot one. then got hot current circulating below. then there is water pressure so it takes time for it to come out. so need use strength to push out xD then quite challenging and fun to xuxu in the water. lol i think i sound wrong><
the ulu campsite had to place to bathe so just changed clothes at the toilet which was super far away...
nobody initiate to cook dinner so i tried to ask ppl hurry up. was quite frustrated. then i couldnt tell anybody my troubles and frustration cos i dont really trust anybody there. how i wish amanda and shannon was there D:
dinner was maggee mee, curry chicken potato, corn and sardines. not bad la:D
then we had to pack our backpack for the next day trekking.
omg this was the pissfying part i think.
i realise many stuffs about myself and others also. like how can ppl totally dao you when you need help and all of us not willing to sacrifice for others. armstrong was not like a team to say the truth...
got scolded by jasmine cos we were late for 45mins><
then had night duty at 1. patrol arnd the place we camped at to make sure no outsider comes. ok i saw some white thing which i dint dare to see a second time lol.
then we plopped back to sleep again. and jastine suddenly cover her face with a tower when i turn to her side, i tot she was a WILD BOAR! omg scare me, lucky i dint scream.

fourth day
woke up, unpitch tents and like marked the places on the map so we knew where to walk. the instructor wasnt going to help us haha. the backpack was DAMN HEAVY D: i totally died carrying the 15-20kg thing on my bag and somemore my right backbone was protruding out due to long term overstrain of exertion. tt made things alot worser and we all walked like tortoises. you just feel like dying, crying giving up, every single bad emotion tt you can feel while trekking. and irritaing mosquitoes were buzzing arnd, biting my face,neck and hands cos i wore long sleeves. i regret not putting repellent rahh. cos i got alot of sandfly bites over my body D: im never going to trek with a heavy backpack ever ever ever again. it is TORTOROUS. i rather train for 10hours than trek like this :O freaking tiring. it was xiaolei's birthday so we sang her birthday song on chek jawa and she touched till she cried hahaha. omg we saw spiders which were one palm big :O:O:O the whole process made me think of trngs that i once wanted to give up and sit out to rest. i realise how lousy my perserverance was and here i was dying to trek finish the 14km with 15-20kg bag. then i just stoned throughout the journey, looking at the floor and keeping up my mentality of going on. i dint talk to anybody cos i guess nobody there could encourage me or even try. cos not close ma. then just trek lo. super happy when reached campsite 2! hahaha and i was highing with xiaolei, yumin and xiong yue! OMG la xiong yue is damn funny and gay !! her sunburn is like vertically WHITE RED WHITE! everytime i see her i will laugh like siao! and then xiaolei laugh tt time the mouth open DAMN BIG until i also keep laughing HAHAHA.
then she super lot of really lame until cannot lame jokes.

e.g she went maplestory at jianing's house and saw somebody called BOTAK then they asked the person "why you called botak still have SO MUCH hair?!" then the person gave the diao look. then she go ask the person "do i have hair??" the person replied "of course you have la!" then dont know why so funny. cos xiaolei laugh the mouth damn big made it funnier.

e.g from shannon who told her.
why is the whale big and blue???
ans : cos if it is small and purple, it will look like a grape -.- but damn funny.

e.g why is the sea blue??
ans : cos everyday the fish in the sea always BLOOP BLOOP until the sea also become blue colour. LOL this one damn funny.

then dinner tt time there were 2 pots of rice cooking then we were sitting in one row talking and telling jokes. then the pot at xiongyue there cooked faster. crystal who was cooking the rice asked "how come this side cook faster ah?" then xiong yue say "cos i hot ma" OMG we all totally laugh until like siao. ok no offence but she is quite plump la>< then its like crystal say "omg xiongyue i cant believe tt came out from yr mouth!"

then laugh until i super hungry. dinner was super nice:D
egg, luncheon meat, long beans, rice , maggee mee, curry chicken
then we cooked fried rice, fried rice and mee, fried mee, wet maggee, curry rice
is like pass arnd in a circle then like you take one mouth of rice then must pass down already if not traffic jam xD
then instructors made milo fudge for apples to dip in!! woah the milo fudge was super super nice! nicer than chocolate fudge :D then apple crumble was not bad too hehe.
ate super full and there was alot of leftovers.
clean up and then pack my stuffs back into my own bag.
it started to pour so we slept indoors instead of in the tents.
was super cold......
then in the morning xiong yue had a MOSQUITO bite on her EYE! omg laughed like crap again :)
i think next time i see her will keep laughing :O
then washed ponchos tents everything and hanged back. realise we lost quite a few things so each person must pay $2+.
then vanessa started crying, laughing crying. abit scary ><
and we did our last activity which was diving onto a mat from a height to hit the bell. then your watchmates will catch you with a mat. the command was like this.

you : armstrong ready?
armstrong : armstrong ready, armstrong pulll!! then we will PULL!
you : say waht you want to achieve after obs
you : diving!
armstrong : dive on!
bell : DING DING DING! :D

my goal was to never give up and go all our for cca and work and to be more selfless. first time i dint hit the bell and second i did :D very nice feeling! cos like you say yr goal then you jump to reach it and when the bell go DING DING DING, you feel like it mark the start of yr journey to your goal :D hehe.

then briefing and we went back HOME! bought a kid shirt XL LOL. but the picture vry cute. dint buy the collar one cos quite common>< saw nynb and shannon upon arrival.
was wearing my hello kitty slippers which cost $3 cos all my shoes spoil and vry dirty.
lol shannon was totally jumping about. like TOI TOI TOI TOI lol.
then my father came very fast so went back and ate maggee mee for lunch hahha.
told my mother about my blister then she almost brought me to a doctor:O
oh ya leting also had blisters on her ear hahahah. super funny cos she is the only 'companion' tt has blisters with me on the ear. just tt mine is much more gross and big D:
yaye nanyang won mgs!!!! omg damn happy :D read the sms when i woke up from afternoon nap then realise jnrs dint get into semi finals cos nanhua won mgs. haiyo so unfair...:( i think they cried like a sea cos they really fought hard to win nanhua. i think this year mgs not tt strong or is it the schools improve.
FINALS : NANYANG VS NANHUA!
if im not wrong. must win back nanhua!!! and get first in ZONALS and first in NATIONALS:D nanyang is unbeatable now! those school out there prepared to feel afraid of nanyang netball:D

heh i think i learnt alot from obs.
1. i realise i was scared of heights and easily give up when there is opportunity.
2. i dont go all out for many stuffs and end up regretting.
3. i cant adapt in a different surroundings as in with people whom im not close to. i feel super uncomfortable and weird :(
4. i realise im quite self centred and un nice :(
5. i realise my self control is very bad. like i get frustrated and pissed easily tt i may offend ppl. and like i cant stand some ppl's voices. although it is natural for her to speak tt way but then i dont know why sometimes it irritates me. actually is not natural, she purposely spoke in tt accent or slang.
6. from number 5, i realise i vry mean and zi yi wei shi.
7. i cannot really stand hardship, means im quite pampered.
8. i am quite chosy with food. lucky lunch had biscuits.
9. i dont have good patience and strong determination.
10. i dont have enough initiative.

i think i learnt quite alot about myself and other ppl too.
sometimes i think maybe a leopard cant change its spots.
i dont know. i try not to dont like but i cant help it.
maybe the person is just not my type.
hmm i shall go sleep already. its 12 45...

2009-03-01T05:57:00.000-08:00

i posted one at the bottom xD
the 19/2/09 one ....
scroll down to see:)

2009-02-26T04:32:00.000-08:00

went down to watch b and c div matches against nanhua today.
haiyo bdiv always postponed one due to the rain :(
jiayous bdiv tmr! must win them!
lol we long bang-ed mdm teo's car there cos we wanted to watch hsm3 xD
haha congratz jnrs for winning nanhua and it was a good fight and nicely played game:)
totally pei fu they dint get nervous. if its me in there, i will nua diao. like really.
continue to do nanyang proud and win back rv.
happy to see them working so hard for the game. the best so far.
compared to the mgs game right, their performance today is like 10x better.
after tt, a few of us (sec3s) felt quite nostalgic about cdiv times.
i guess i really dint try all my heart and body for the game tts why the regret comes in.
but its not too late to amend yet.
must really chiong this year. i dont want to regret in jc and in my whole life.
heh need go do LA powerpoint already><
bleh.
and tmr we are going up stage :O
lol shall go do my work already.
and im constipating ahhh

2009-02-22T04:31:00.000-08:00

heh shall post pics of carnival.
thanks yanquan camera and yanquan:)
the last post wasnt emo! its just self reflection of my own play and myself on netball.
actually the carnival is quite funny and i learnt alot of stuffs.
and many bonds were made stronger and i guess we understand each other more.
like quite cool. sec4,3,2
let the pics do the talking!

teamB:) congratz for geting 2nd!

everybody:D me and joy were putting jellysweet in our mouths xD

LOL peishan and jiamin....

everybody again:D

everybody:D

hehe:)

after dinner:D sec three batch!

dinner at subway! i was eating hor fun xD

team A:D

jiamin omg LOL

me and joy attempting to put up our fringe xD joy looks more funny hahaha

jnrs. lol tricia cutting nails??

LOL jiamin and peishan look funny

same ppl looking funny hahaha:D

thanks ppl for the food and drinks!

nynb really rocks:D

let the passion live on.

2009-02-21T05:19:00.000-08:00

today was exhausting under the hot sun.
netball carnival.
started off vry nua and ended nua-ly also bleh.
i got a serious problem.
i used to be vry excited abt carnivals.
but now like oh got carnival ah ok.
ahhhhh.
tts why whenever a ball is flying to my GA, i like stone for a while then go for the ball.
tts why jolene hardly intercepts ball. i cant stand my attitude bleh.
and i anyhow run dont know doing what thing.
and i throw crap passes which are either too powerful or wrong side.
i shouldnt even wear the GD bib to go on court heh.
and im over complacent. laugh at ppl exposed butt in the end lose to them:(
and i anyhow trip over ppl leg and got an abrasion at my elbow:(
alamak i really need to WAKE UP! im feel damn lousy playing.
and i got really bad sun burns.
congratz nynbteamB for winning 2nd prize :D
yaye at least our school got sth!

aiyo for the photo taking i smile until like brush teeth those kind of show my teeth cos i cant really smile.
and i got weird "mosquito bite size" spots on my face after dinner.
was totally freaking out and it was super itchy :(
and i bought wet tissues which i think helped abit.
and after tt i go top up my card, i dint know minimum is $5 so i was like banging the screen for a moment.
then poor jingwen had to come out to help me.
paiseh><
then after tt went home, frantically banging the wet tissue on my face.
and i walked home feeling scared cos it was vry dark:(
and tmr i have maths tuition. i haven done the practice ws yet rahh.

i need to find back my motivation for netball.
im slowly losing everything of it.
only solution is myself.

2009-02-19T06:56:00.000-08:00

hehe tmr obs already:) quite excited and scared. cos its not in singapore and i scared get sick....especially when the food is not tt clean and stuff...
woah have alot alot of things leh.
all put in ziplock bag cos scared get wet.
i think lsc2 was vry good hahaha:)
haiyo my mom bought me a $3 hello kitty star-ish slippers from the market xD
omg i dont know how to wear them man....nvm its only $3:D
hope all the mosquito go away from me...:(
heh and i will miss my tweety bird bed alot.
today math tuition was more productive...at least i did 10+ question of SURDS.
better than last week coordinate geometry 3qns in 1 1/2hr xD
but now coordinate geometry can handle already la i think.
hehe dont know what to say already.
haha the open up:D which is vry nice:D and peishan claims she is the prettiest and nicest inside? really meh? cos you centre only ma xD anw you look like the mama who gave birth to so many children :D

the J's :D

lol was looking through old pics in phone.

some pics vry interesting so decided to post hehe.

amanda's dog:) now its quite big already.

the ugliest model you ever seen in shopping centre!

sheep...mehhhhhh

amanda tan! haha was saboed last year and i wonder why was she holding chopsticks LOL.

saw this at a shopping centre so i took a pic of it hahaha. women and monkey are friends?

my artpiece:D nice right the snail! it has a house too which is a nice blue colour:D

black and white to every matters:)

LOL this is like lao ren yuan then amanda is the caretaker, shannon is the injured patient haha.

jiamin's letter and scary gummy teeth which scared alot of ppl hahaha:D

nice scenery right:)

rainbow!

the musical:)

my spongebob which died in like one day?

hahahah! wang lao shi:D so funny:D

last year hui chun tt time xD still remember we still playing netball when the performance start le hahaha.

shall end here! byebye!

2009-02-18T06:37:00.000-08:00

hello:)
woah i think im posting almost everyday.
cos i think i need to keep my thoughts and write them down somewhere.
hmm today went down to court to give joy my shoe.
lol friction abit better than chuanling's one.
then me shihui and joy joined jnrs court.
lol run a while then the bell ring already.
lessons were boring.
and for clc i forget reserach alamak!
lucky emily got then i borrow xD
heh managed to crap up the 2 papers.
maths was quite unproductive i think.
then lunch went to play badminton.
physics was ok la.
lol why am i describing lessons.
hmm trng.
heh dint have pt today:)
the warm up games was fun and tiring, especially the ice and melt game.
haha thanks for the ppl who plan it:)
then did drills which special names.
and moved on to court.
hah our team totally thrashed by the other team xD
actually like after the 2nd quart or sth, i started to get abit pissed....
and somebody said "aiya centre very slack one la! just help in offering only. dont really need to run. just sprinting."
o.O the position is nt at all slack. is the person who is slacking.
and i was quite disturbed by tt sentence. i dont know why.
being over sensitive doesnt help at times.
and actually my team to say the truth, really isnt as strong as the other team.
cos the other team wants the ball more than us.
we arent even trying as hard as them.
ahh i dont know how to communicate in the circle.
haix must think of a solution. then discuss with tricia hehe.
then took taxi back with amanda cos she got tuition.
blabberred to her everything in the taxi but i was still pissed.
i think im mood swinging also. rahh tmr better be a good day if not i will lose my temper vry easily. and my emotions always get the better of me.
kk shall end here. byebye.

2009-02-17T06:12:00.000-08:00

hey
lol nth to do so decided to update.
ahhh i dont like this week.
it is very hot and alot of undone stuffs.
sat have carnival which i dont know how to go.
sun have tuition and i probably slack after tt.
no time do hm :(
heh wrote zuo wen ytd then left abit today then do.
cos it is bao zhang bao dao. 1hr confirm cant finish one then today on official duty so better write first xD
heh shannon went arnd scaring ppl with the green thing again lol.
haha watched ratetouilee(wrong spelling) in madam teo's car.
nv watched before so quite interesting :)
not enough empires so i was slacking.
and nth to do so i slept and always got awaken ><
yaye nanyang won ct 39-26 i think. forget already.
in the beginning they dint really play well so the atmosphere was super nervous heh.
then after tt chill down already.
oh ya there was this super big mosquito bite on my thigh which was vy spongy. inside got air ventilation haha.
went back with geraldine.
and while walking home, some long line from my pigu to my thigh there walk that time got stinging pain D: then i was grabbing and limping home.
ahh xia si ren. then i dont dare strain my thigh now.
see hows trng tmr. cos really super pain until i need to grab it.
and my knee is weaking again :( ahh stairsD:
quite looking forward to tmr's trng:)
heh nth to say le. i go do my physics.
bleh this week is a busy one.
i dont know why i feel stress. but then i cannot stand a single bit of stress. they make me go haywire. like a backside without fats. lol suddenly remind me of grace saying peishan's butt is one big one small one :O

byebye.

2009-02-13T06:14:00.001-08:00

heh school have been quite tiring...

have been taking night naps at like from 7 to 8/9/10 almost everyday.

cos damn tired. if nv sleep will totally stone in front of the com and do nothing!

actually there isnt much hm so quite lucky...

and i totally screwed bio spa ytd D:

PROCESS :-

1. i had only one coverslip

2. i peeled the wrong epidermal layer. it was rheo leaf D:

3. i requested for another stem cos i broke all

4. i peeled so small cells

5. i broke 3 coverslips

6. i dint ask teacher to check before i see my microscope (but she came herself)

7. i couldnt see a single thing at 40x which was HORROR

8. i was so angry that i broke all the coverslips tt i used.

9. i broke many coverslips and walked out for recess to eat laksa.

10. nothing happen

oh ya our classroom got E for cleanliness xD

lol the spotcheck was like tuesday when our class was super dirty

heh haven got scolded by form and co form yet.

aiyo first few times like tt one. we must at least get a A, if not being the FM, me , will be so malu.

i remember sec1 tt time always accidentally eat in class but i still chase ppl out of class.

this time i did duty roster! but then it was printed slanted ><

haha justina no need stressed until want quit!

must man4 man4 lai2 :)

but our class have a policy that : you can eat but dont ever get caught by teachers or councillors hahaha.

today trng was totally feel the tiredness of trngs again. super tired heh.

first was tricked by peishan and jingwen tt we had to run 2.4 KM UNDER 13MIN if not run 3 SUICIDES!

omg la tt moment feel super cheated by chuanling cos she say trng will be COOL :O

then lucky is play crocodile for warm up :)

then had pt! teletummies, power arm, old man dont know what haha.

and we got to choose!:)

then was quite fun haha.

we did power arm.

--static hold (balance yr body on yr elbows) super tiring but good for making nice aps arnd yr waist. sang songs to distract but end up screaming cos damn pain. and i put down a few times><

--ma bu! 2 sets of 2min. heh i think i improved for ma bu cos not as tiring :)

and we were singing some weird song with twinkle twinkle little star tune :

YI XIAN YI XIAN, WONG PEI SHAN,

man tian dou shi xiao JIA YI,

gao gao gua zai YAN LING zhong,

hao xiang bao shi fang JING JING

forget the lyrics ><

heh then there was some nynb cheer by peishan when we win rv nxt time which was abt fruits.

sth like...

apple, strawberry dont know what.

honeydew, papaya, chimpanzee,

nynb win rv,

1234 victory

then did drills and started friendly with school team.

heh this was the tiring part i guess.

there was alot of mis passes and difficulty passing down but overall i think we improved as a team.

my stamina now like kanasai like tt :(

alawys easily tired and i dont go all out for the balls ahhhh.

im so lazy.

and i must communicate!

trngs will be wed and thurs now heh.

ok shall end here.

byebye.

2009-02-07T05:05:00.000-08:00

hello:)
hmm nth to do so decided to post.
heh just finished duty roster :D
woah sec1 i fm tt time i dint do><
i will print it on a super nice paper which cost 45cents.
is remainder from bio assignment one.
the paper brown colour like dabian then got biscuits and love letters here and there.
so fast one week past already.
all i can remember of the week is trngs lol.
cos most tiring.
heh ytd dint have agility runs so wasnt vry tiring.
every trng got runs then always 8pm will si diao already.
stamina dropped like crazy>< run a while super tired:(
really scared cant cope with work. heh shall start mugging hard already.
cos sec3 work seem so much more challenging.
lucky now language is not double weightage. if not will die one more time.
aiyo nth to post already.
oh ya just read joy blog abt her layering of hair. haha think it will be quite funny:D and somebody will go crazy abt it.
shall end here. byebye.

2009-02-03T06:51:00.000-08:00

hello.

heh im super tired of being tired :(

like totally no time rest. especially rest for trngs.

or i dont feel like resting but im forced to rest.

school is getting frustrating and irritating with the stupid projects shooting at us.

bleh actually it is copeable but im lazy.

is this called stressed?

but i know i dont like this feeling and i dont often get this feeling.

damn sian of standing up to greet one teacher by another.

means another hour of learning and boringness.

sometimes it is vry funny. bt then the class like nv laugh tgt as one.

then laugh myself like vry lame so i nv laugh lol.

and i feel abit uncomfortable in 306. i cant say ppl are weird but im weird too.

i talk too loud and sneeze too loud. but then really cannot control.

then like in 306 like abit ostracised by other better triple science class. dont know la.

even teachers abit look down us. maybe i over sensitive.

then now like missing some lessons cos of cip. then is those lessons that i dont want to miss. like today miss chem. although i dont like chem but im lousy in it so need learn more.

then go home need do yingyongwen which i anyhow write.

ok i have no right to complain. it is even more tiring and worse for the team ppl.

heh but today the timekeeper and scorer of jurongville was damn funny. was sitting between them.

tmr theres trng. heh shall go sleep now cos i really need it if not will die for runs.

then tmr dont know what stupid hm will be given again.

sec3 sucks. and it is only the beginning.

actually maybe im just mood swinging now.

lol byebye.

aiya actually i post until like vry qian bian. i just sui bian type only.

2009-02-01T05:59:00.000-08:00

hey:)
haha i suddenly feel like updating.
woah alot of things happen these few weeks.
hmm cny celebration!
amanda birthday haha. decided to give her present in the morning cos my bag no space xD
walked arnd drng hui chun and got caught by ms adriana wong with using handphone.
lol i told her i was lost cos shannon dont know go where.
then we started talking abt the school nv say properly the hp rules.
celebration was kind of boring in the beginning><
slept through all the prize giving ceremony.
woke up and learnt tt we got 2nd for class deco! :D
lol all the COWCOW and the prize was quite cheapo xD
is those cheap cheap kind of tibits but recession la :)
last time will vry nice one lo the tidbits. i remember lsc sec1 damn nice haha.
really miss 205...now class like nobody laughing one. and not enough jokes.
205 was really siao ding dong can. although alot of ppl sleep ><

after celebration, amanda lamo. ppl pop finish the popper on stage already then she just took it out and POP it -.- reaction so slow one haiyo. if its me i just keep in my pocket if not so malu...
went bustop with shannon and gladys where the boys waited.
went northpoint eat lunch buy amanda cake :D then go my house.
psps forget bring key then drag the whole thing><
then chunfai went bcak take basketball and 3 RI boys come which was quite unexpected :O
heh left the poor cake in the guard room with air conxD
heh weather damn hot so not vry fun.
then saw igena girlfriend again LOL.
tired of basketball then wanted to play billard.
so yongda act as my brother cos he 1month to 16 ma.
then in the end the guard count the years so slow and said we cant book cos yongda under 16 -.-
so book games room in the end. air con xD
played murderer haha. last time after psle alawys spam murderer.
shannon keep murderer so i dont dare look at her LOL.
then was BLIND MICE! damn fun haha. blind mice always vry fun:D
put chairs as obstacles and many ppl running here and there.
then got one time igena kena hit by the chair at his kuku xD
after tt some black round thing appear, igena hold it up and ask "what is this?"
then i say "woah igena, your ball drop out ah!"
LOL then had to go already cos we late for amanda's party.
end up van late also haha. then shannon went amkhub to buy present.
so me and van wait at the khatib busstop:D

we reached quite late, and were picked up by jianing, junqi, saiying, audrey.
haha damn lot ppl and dint really see amanda cos she so short then run everywhere.
shannon had a headache, sitting on a chair and we began sitting on top on each other.
what empress what cocubine one, super lame.
heh ate abit then surprisingly felt quite full cos i was going to dabian ><
then played with dog and talked to some choir ppl. quite fun la.
then hor this amanda tan bias one. keep taking photo with her p6 classmate.
dont care abt 205 HOR :( nvm we vry independent one.
haha durian cake was quite nice:D
then walked to basketball LED BY AMANDA TAN (biggest regret).
lol make one big round and get barked by uncountable dogs.
and in the end the court kena booked by taekwondo ppl aiyo.
then ate somemore bbq stuffs. the tiger prawn super nice haha.
and my cousin just borned lol...same birthday as amanda :)
went back arnd 10+ and met my parents at the bus stop who just came back from hospital after visiting the baby.
oh ya we conference call amanda at 12am haha.
damn lame cos i was talking to amanda on the phone before it.
A : eh are you all conferencing me?
J : huh no la (omg why she ask this qn)
A : huh....
J : are you vry disapointed?
A : you think leh?
LOL then at 11 54 i had to bluff her say i go dabian cos need call audrey le.
then dang dang amanda was surprised haha!

nxt day woke up early to prepare for amandatan's birthday surprise!
haha actually me and shannon yue1 her 2pm at yck mrt.
heh woke up and played some audi. then went to take the cake in the fridge and found the side cover open.
was vry curious so i poke my head in to see and ALAMAK!
the cake tt was heart shape was half eaten!!
then i faster call my father then he blurr blurr say he gave it my brother as breakfast?!
lol wth i faster call shannon to tell her the bad news.
sia si ren.
i faster rush out of the house to meet shannon at yishun to buy another cake.
then shannon called me to say the delivery man came early today and she bought the same cake.
heng ah.
then me shannon junqi adn yuka met at yck mrt.
woah amanda whole family was downstairs except amanda.
lol cos we planned it with her mother hehe.
they were going to the fish shop or sth.
then amanda was washing up.
so we were in a rush to light up all teh candles.
then put the cake at the table. me yuka junqi run away. then shannon blurr so she stand there.
amanda mother went to call amanda down bluffing her tt her father got sth to ask her.
lol then amanda got a shock :D
haha forget take pictures of the cake xD
then waited for amanda the slowpig to get ready and set off to cineleisure to watch the wedding game haha.
damn funny and sick:)
hmm shannon had to go back early so went hoome after movie.
then junqi met with her mom to go shopping and i was told to settle dinner myself.
so ask amanda accompany me eat dinner :D
lol went raffles place walk walk cos northpoint nth to eat.
went food court haha and then nth to do so go esplanade see see.
i nv at night go there before xD woah quite nice and alot of ppl.
went home and was vry tired.

cny this year quite boring la.
dont know why too.
get the hang of mahjong again but play 5 rounds then not fun already.
heh won $30 this year :D
hehe quite lucky.
and this year angbao money was the highest of all.
cos my mother gave double of last year and many cousins got married haha.
dint really eat alot of new year goodies heh.
haha but quite nice la. can see eveyrbody again. once in a year.
and the gambling part was the most fun one can. cos money at stake so more exicitng and thrilling.
caught a night movie with relatives. the hong kong one. at first quite funny but the jokes quite old so after tt not vry funny already. my aunt say i laugh vry loud -.-
hmm school hasnt been fun :(
now getting more and more boring.
and i more and more dont like my cl teacher.
haix and she always go out of topic how to listen to her.
heh shall end here. tmr got morn run must sleep early!
byebye! woah i think this post vry long.... sorry if bore anyone...

2009-01-17T07:12:00.001-08:00

haha haven been posting for REALY REALLY LONG!
i shall revive this blog before it turns 1month alamak-dead :)
netball camp. i have to admit last year was more fun xD
last year had a mouse in the classroom we slept in and secret playing of taidi after lights-out lol.
although this year sleep in dance room but then vry difficult to sleep ><
classroom got dust so is comfyer:D

lol forget everything already.

erm school is ok.
mornings still with 205vers haha.
and we are mostly not sleeping YET.
last time always sleep sleep sleep zz zz zz one.
now we TREASURE our time lol.
i shall go morning court one of these days. vry vry long nv go le.
first day was quite sian haha. cos the games not fun at all xD
then dint really know anybody haha. sat beside shannon and surrounded by indonesian scholars which are vry funny :)
hmm gt one day me and shannon and amanda go xuxu in first floor toilet nearest to the canteen one.
then we just ate finish noodles and oranges so super full
then i waited for shannon for the squating toilet cos i dint want to dirty my butt cos all quite unclean.
then when i was happily xuxu-ing, this weird familiar dabian smell fly like a bird right into my nose and i buitahan so i vomitted a little bit>< so weird...
then when i went out i was telling shannon abt it when the person who dabian was walking out of the toilet....so malu>< and liyi(jnr) outside the toilet was laughing lol.

hehh abit not used to it without amanda the piggyhead in class. cos always play with her mushmom hair drng interval of lessons. bleh but we will always go fetch you go eat:D
lessons have been quite funny though. our IH and physics teacher is really hilarious lol. these subjects used to be super boring><

haha and i dont know why some teachers give us "lecture" abt if we cant cope with the subject, we can choose to drop it or take simple chinese o.o especially our cl teacher...abit insulting and angry cos like kan bian wo men even before any results come out. haha shant care anymore:)

maths have been vry fast. cos we are all busy doing questions the whole lessons. and once you talk, you cant catch up. then super scary also.

went to watch rv and ct match on friday. supposed to let the team see and regconise opponents' techniques. then in the end the whole nynb went down lol. hope can whole nynb go down drng rv and ct match hah :)
then the weather was vry hot so dint have a good time seeing. i tot i heard a plastic bag sound from jnrs then i tot it was food. it turned out to be sweet LOL.
actually ct was leading by 4, 5 or 6?
then last quart RV siao one, suddenly BOOM, keep scoring every ball in. then ct luan diao. and then rv won ct by 23-22. then rv ppl cried. ct i dint see lol.
tt means...ct wont get in to second round i think...><
cos nanyang will get in:D
then went back for trng.
trained with school team>< aiyo feel vry weird.
had friendly with a team called "kerbs"?
then i joined the kerbs team cos they not enough ppl.
and they run super fast and the flow of ball super fast also.
and as usual i played badly. always cant offer for ball to attack :( lucky i dint play gd if not will cham even more.
joey cracked her knee :( aiyoma get well soon!
then went home with amandatanweimun lol
walked arnd to look for her mama's present and finally decided on a bracelet :)
and i haven decided what to buy for tanweimun yet ><
lol today was plainly sleep eat work play sian bathe.
tmr will be worse ><
shall stop here byebye.

2008-12-17T07:42:00.001-08:00

hello heh haven been posting for quite long.
team list is out!
lol the way cheryl broke the news was quite amusing.
heh anw expected la cos i dint really commit also.
but i have faith tt this time our team will make it far into nationals :D
i dont really feel well nowadays.
frequent headaches and giddyness and stomachaches
but happens in the morning and night only la lucky.
heh dont really remember stuffs already so i shall post recent stuffs heh.
today went to school in vain lol.
cos i tot got trng.
then i dumbly went to school.
then i saw shooters shooting so i tot its NORMAL.
then 8 25 still me and the shooters.
840! alamak today got trng anot???
went down to court to ask...DONT HAVE TRNG TODAY LOL.
i tot all trngs change to tue wed fri ><
then left at 9 cos shooters shooting 1000 balls :O
cooked my own lunch with extra ingredients :D
started watching bu liang xiao hua!
damn funny hahaha:D
i was sitting in the living room laughing myself lol.
suddenly got one AHHH CHIUUU! (my sms tone)
shannon say she bored so come earlier to play.
me shannon cf ky ikana and his p5 friend.
actually if ikana nv come, the thing is the same as cancelled.
lol then when i went to fetch shannon.
cf ky and ikana were somehow quarelling o.o
rode scooter to fetch shannon cos she in LOVE with it haha. reached quite fast though.
then went back talked a while on msn then go fetch them at gate.
lol they tooked really long.
haha quite fun la:D changed combi every 5 shots in.
then ikana found his gf (lol jkjk)
but she quite pro, shots accurate.
then got 3 paikia come...o.o
they dont shoot their own court come act seh shoot our one then somemore nv get in LOL.
haha played soccer also but i totally noob at it xD
shannon played tennis with a random uncle lol.
haha then went back watch abit of bu liang xiao hua with shannon then her father come fetch her le.
hehe end of day byebye.

2008-12-15T22:50:00.000-08:00

hi!!!
Me is not jolene, me is not shannon, me is not amanda, me is ME!
Jolene is an elephant, just like her blogskin, though she is not grey but brown in color, endangered species:)
This post is to help revive her blog:D
i am a person from this world, ready to destroy this world!!! i don't want to live so it's ok:D but i shall send jolene and co. to the spaceship first before destroying the world:))

2008-11-30T07:30:00.000-08:00

heh have been busy with netball recently and planning for chalet food and making the sec4 gifts!
lol the food thing ah really shang nao jing leh.
need to spend alot of money...
we all bo lui already):
had rgs carnival ( river valley, chong boon, raffles girls, clementi town, cedar )
snt margs friendly (which we dint do well)
njc friendly
mgs friendly tmr
then tue to fri is CHALET!

heh njc match jiaomei snr came over to see us.
then after tt got what she called "counselling" talk which was quite funny in the way she put it.
what she said was true.
its not about getting into the school team and getting the regconition tt you are good.
what matter the most is that you know you have improved in the whole process and dint give up on yourself.
and she said we improved alot. hehe.
she mentioned tt it was quite disheartening for her to see so little ppl from our team turning up and some have "given up". actually we also feel the same i think.
haiyo hope more ppl come for trng!
come come come! very good for body and mind! 2 in 1!

went ikea on friday to buy materials for sec 4 gift with michelle shihui jaime and ziwei.
then sat went shihui house to do the stuffs and we finished!
aiyo quite scared for chalet food.
ok shall end here.
byebye!

2008-11-30T06:21:00.000-08:00

hehe hello i came to revive my blog:D
amanda! it wont extinct one cos i dont delete it wont bu jian diao.
hehh i think i shall use pictures to flood the post.
TADAA.

went out with amanda on a mon cos was damn sian. and shannon cant make it>< sorry):
watch the chihuahua thingo heh! was quite cute:D
amanda cant find the pen she wanted and her expression became like THIS HAHAHA:D

then i brought her to watsons and bought her a christmas hat so she became happier LOL. 2 for $4!(:

BIRTHDAY!

heh after rgs carnival :D yaye got cake bt the cake quite scary cos vry choco bt is nice(: thanks joy for buying the cake! lol i look quite happy? i think i was laughing lol.

the LAMO but XIA SI REN birthday surprise on 21nov. ehh chuan cheat me say what mrs tan want us help in netball stuffs. hahah thanks everybody:D thanks shannon and amanda for the cake! and thanks for the cards and gifts:D

CHORAL AND DRAMA NIGHT!

LOL er censored.

205B!!

205 after performance!:D

my cool doggo:D dont pray pray leh it works for pck!

the cute baby me and amanda saw at amk fairprice hohoho. i smiled at him then he smiled back!

PORK BALL! does it seems familiar???:D

my naughty and over hyper active cousin LOL

he likes to put stuff on his head lol.

2008-11-01T07:29:00.000-07:00

hehh haven been posting for quite a long time...
better cover up the previous posts if not ppl tot i emo-ing or sth.
art musuem was quite impressive when i realise everything was by one MAN :O
and the top floor ones were really nice and beautiful and imaginative and wonderful!
lol my vocab only got like tt hahaha.
then went back for drama rehearsal heh.
aiyo so boring this post. starting is no good!

i shall be more artistic(:

TODAY! is a HAPPY DAY! with the windy wind blowing against my face smoothly, like saying good morning to me, i feel so rejuvenated with energy and liveliness! as i stepped into 205 classroom, the bright shine from the flourescent light seems like the future the people in 205 are moving towards to and working together to achieve. WE are the successors of the future! WE are going to rule the world! WE are the greatest creature on earth! YEAH! then i saw shannon so we played volleyball tgt:D then i saw amanda so i ran to her and pat her piggyhead:D

lol the journey to sentosa was funny hehe and nice with almost the whole class singing(: barney, tele tubbies, spongebob, dora exploere, oldie songs, recent songs and random animals sounds LOL. and wls was laughing at us heh. and the whole atmosphere was super HIGH:D i think we dint really get tgt like tt so happily for like alot of months...then amanda was feeling feverish): aiyoma.

we went to palawan beach where the sand wasnt as friendly as we were cos they were all stones. then walk barefooted quite pain..actually nearer to the beach part is ok bt the place where 205 were quite pain...heh anw settled down and played captain's ball:D hehh wls was really tall lol. and it was quite rough lol. i dint really played or helped out. was just wondering arnd seeing how happy the class was and a surge of sadness went through my entire bloodstream and i felt kind of nosltagic already. lol so exagerrating. then stopped cos it was sandcastle building lol. at first i was trying to participate bt then aiyo no space so i was playing in water. and somehow i kicked until someone's butt wet wet then i got scolded. and shannon seemed to be emoing bt i think she just miss 205 heh. then aiyo damn sian. then i got myself angry cos of what i did(disturbing ppl). then so me amanda shannon and shanping walked to the other end where the sand was super nice!! then after tt shannon dragged me somewhere to sit and started playing emo songs :O then we cried-.- i think ppl tot tt there was sth wrong with us. bt actually not. just feeling vry sian then nth to do. heh anw i think our chicken was vry well done:D

then after tt eating woah vry full...and rested a while then walk arnd and played volleyball! then after tt went back school lol. and kahmun seems to like my butt alot suddenly at tt point of time. cos she was chasing me arnd to catch my butt :O then the journey back was quite low cos everybody tired i think. then there were rehearsals...aiyo quite sian bt still have to do it heh. got audi rehearsal then went in see see lol. very cold like north pole the backstage when i wore two layers of clothes! after rehearsals went to eat macs with amanda at amk cos we were super duper hungry...

heh friday last day of school. expected to have alot of crying activities and my expectations were reached lol. heh report books werent really tt impt to us tt day i guess. it was the separation. 205 bu jian diao. saw the video on youtube tt ms goh did for us then at first it seemed funny. then dont know what happen i started crying alot alot. then me and shannon were the only ones crying i think.. cos suddenly remember those happy times we wont experienced them tgt again and human always like tt one. going to lose already then start to treasure but then too late already. why am i a human? aiyo i think animals also like tt one so nvm. then got this everybody stand up and say sth according to register number. then at first quite funny bt until evie(4) there then i started tearing then crying vry badly cos aiyo the atmosphere vry sad): then i saw wanglaoshi crying also. i think wls also cant bear to leave us cos we were her first form class then quite memorable cos she like us as much as 208 last year. our class is unique:D then many ppl started crying quite badly and the whole class was doing the same thing-crying hehe. ok la not whole class. some ppl dint cry...i think those ppl who dint cry..maybe they werent really tt close to the class and close relationships were not really being built to make them feel bu she de. actually right in my point of view, i think it isnt abt feeling positive cos all those words and phrases i think everyone knows. it is just...205 is just the best class ever<3 really really better than 6 gracious. cos i grow and learnt many things inside and made great friends. just imagine...
not seeing all these :
1. rosanne screaming at the top of her voice and laughing at nonsensical stuffs. and exaggerating many stuffs, making the atmosphere in the classroom so much liveier and noisy haha
2. shannon going arnd making ppl and laughing at her own antics and her drawing on the boards and mischievious acts and loud laughter and burp
3. amanda nagging at the class to listen up and laughing her hehehe. and no more class listen up! no more pigface sightness in the class and a motherly person caring for all of us and working behind the scenes of class acitivities.
4. yuka cute voice and jumping and smacking ppl lol. and her WHATEVER and cute little BIG biscuit hahaha.
5. chuanling shouting at her top of her voice and shrieking when ppl poke her hoho. and her zi highing herself lol.
6. random ppl like chenxi walking past and glare at you. adurey and gang gossiping abt boys and laughing cynically. tania running out of class funnily. yixuan gang talking and joking. julie and gang doing weird stuffs. many many ppl's doings are just taken for granted tt we dont treasure them enough. imgaine you dont see this in the morning ANYMORE! i think then we all will start to miss the small and little bits of 205 people unique doings in the mornings.
i think i cant imagine a dead classroom on the first day of school in 2009....it will be just so saddening. no familiar faces and feeling tt comfortabe doing what we all always do. just imagine is not just 205. making new friends is easy but making TRUE friends is the most difficult. it is the most difficult thing in the world! lol. i relaly scared of backstabbers, ppl who cant be trusted or heck care abt you. cos i think i need alot of security and trust in a friendship then can be really good to the person, if nt i will easily flare up at the person...(with my super bad and unreasonable temper) and i think the thing i will miss abt 205 is...disturbing ppl...): sorry to those who felt irritaing and noisy for these past 2 years. i guess i must control more. cos in my report book, wls put must have more control in my highness and act and talk wisely. the feeling of 205 is like my home...is vry friendly and comfortable..priceless feeling tt i wont find anywhere. haiyos so sad. heh bt fom one class montage they say what "dont cry cos it is over, smile cos it happened".

then i dint know what to say when it was my turn...i just cried haha. cos all the eyes looking at me will be those tt i will miss alot alot next year. suddenly all look at me, all the juices of sadness went into my eyes and flowed out there. the atmosphere was nv like this before. we played all the time and it was really sad. blehh>< then justina speech was vry touching...she said sth like tt "thank you 205. changed me alot to become a better person these 2 years" then i cried even more lol. cos really really justina become a much nicer person and control her temper better nowadays compared to the first day of school in sec1. woah damn scary so fast quarrel with shannon....then we went to the BS for class montage heh. then was quite funny and i think no more water to cry already...so was laughing quite alot heh(: then went off with chuanling for mpp introduction and skipped principal speech lol. woah abit heng leh. then was abit boring bt noted stuffs down and mpp seem vry interesting cos concerning laws then normally not really exposed to all these then quite a good oppurtunity i guess. heh then went back school for trng.

hehh shall do dedications after c&d(:
byebye i go sleep le.
tmr got trng! aiyo scared suddenly got BEEP TEST :O

2008-10-27T06:17:00.001-07:00

hah both of us jus shut up.
im trying to control my temper nowadays already.
please put in more effort in drama(you are one of the main character)
anw i dont think i can act tt well either so i shall stop.
i did nt hypnotise nor forced ppl to shun you. (but did ppl shun you?)
it is up to them to do what they want.

you dint come talk to me so i dint talk. cos it is vry akward.

i dont care abt how you feel or do. i choose who i want to care abt.

cos they built up trust in me. and i guess theres only 2 ppl whom i really care abt.

others arent as impt as them.

im scared of going close to you. cos there seem so much too many nice things on the surface bt inside is actually cold and hard.

and through things only those 2 ppl understood me. not you.

maybe i may treat those 2 badly, bt i like them alot more than anyone.

i shant bother anything abt you anymore.

i wont be daoing you. bt nothing to say doesnt mean daoing.

bt i guess i wont be talking to you.

good luck in everything you do.

2008-10-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

LALALALA today have been quite a fruitful day:D
lol cf ppl now seems quite different from our batch...
some vry vain (wear scarf) some vry act cool. and got alot of slapping :O
i think dog & bone and the dressing up thingo was most funny and fun:D
hehe happy birthday shannon sister!!
the new shopping centre is quite good, got alot of food!
heh amanda influenced me to like oreo choc bubbletea(:
hehe got new pie shop called PIEKIA. LOL.
but the place is full of paint smell and quite empty haha all the shops haven come in yet!
tmr rehearsal at my place alimak.

the only thing i can say is remember to die with contentment. cos of you dont, it will be a regret. i guess even being the smartest and richest person in the earth you will still say, "so lousy/i vry angry ah" cos from the look of it, you dont really know how to be contented. contented doesnt mean tt getting average marks is ok, it means learn to be happy of what you have and since fate let it be tt way, jus accept it and work harder! and i guess yr words tend to be sarcastic most likely unintended. bt when ppl are disappointed, learn to understand and not just live in yr own world and rub salt on their wound. you cant expect ppl to understand and care for you when you dont do tt for others. you say you dont care, you think i care? i dont give a big damn for anything you do, i think from the start we knew each other hah. sadly to say, i dont treat you as a friend. on the outside it may seem tt nice, bt in the inside im not in the least moved by anything. i think i said last time tt having different characters and likes&dislikes really make a bigbig difference. bt you said it doesnt matter and we shouldnt take tt as an excuse. i think tt is the main problem. why be afraid of saying things tt may make ppl angry. nt saying yr thoughts out is even more coward. i dont know what to say bt just thank you for everything(: and dont blame me for anything i wont blame you too.

heh i going to cut my hair tmr! cos nv cut for abt 1month+
yaye hope tmr wont rain so can play outdoor stuffs(:
i think i sound vry weird and qianbian in the posts recently.
bt i think this is the best way to communicate. although it is quite open to alot of ppl.
aiyo bt i wont let myself be affected cos it doesnt matter to me.
is nt cos i care. it is cos i want express my views only.
just let it end. maybe it ended long ago. im sure it cant hold long.

2008-10-25T06:14:00.000-07:00

HEH i shall revive this dead dead blog...
it has been long. woah long time no see o.o
HAHA i see YOU! yes YOU who is reading this post! dont turn away or ask whoever, it is YOU! YOU YOU YOU! hohoho.
hehh shall start from eoys..
hmm guess i was feeling dizzy most of the exam bt i cant take tt as an excuse.
and i was over-confidence. again.
results were quite disappointing and this eoy my msg is like 3.33333333. rahh super sad but nvm i must really work hard nxt year.
i failed la and cl ppr2): nvm i shall be contented tt the overall wont be below 60%(:

i dont know why some ppl wont be contented with their super high marks.
so what if it is just 1 mark below yr expectations. human are just greedy creatures who wants more and more, even me. but please look arnd and compare. must be contented and some people(me) dont like IT. so it is the best to keep quiet and not complain abt marks unless you really get vryvry low. maybe you wont know the feeling but when you really feel the feeling of being suaned at and sarcastic remarks tt seems to mean tt you are lousy, it just built up many many convection currents in my body and i uncontrollably erupt. i know the feeling so i always try not to make ppl feel worse by complaining. think abt those who dont even get to study and eat or drink. and this marks you get can at least help you to earn a living. be contented! many things are just a step to yr expectations but since things are this way, just accept it and work harder nxt time. this is not only to one certain person. but i think tt contentment will help to bring invaluable happiness and it is also to ppl arnd you cos happiness is contagious!(:
(i was shutting my right ear throughout the math ppr with my little finger)
i think i was quite mean>< bt i really cant stand hearing and dont want to flare up again.
WHY CANT PPL GET CONTENTED?! AND NOT MAKE PPL MORE ZIBEI BY SUANING?!
(woah chill.) ok chilled. ice cream come to me now.
i know tt different have different expectations but isnt thinking for other ppl feelings and being considerate more impt? the obsession is getting many quite irritated bt nobody can stop tt. it is nt tt im still angry bt there isnt anything to talk right. yeah.

talking to amanda when you are sad is really amusing cos she try to amuse you but in the end she laugh herself:D pighead la aiyo. couldnt talk to shannon tt conveniently cos...hehe

ok i feel bad for blabbering so much to ppl. bt it is abit uncontrollable>< i think i must control my mouth sometimes cos i wouldnt want to offend ppl. after exams is quite sian and nth to do bt with exams it is quite tiring. trng is going to be vry intensive from the look of it.

heh went out after math ppr1 to ice skating! we all headed as a big grp to jurong by 66 and we were quite noisy! changed and some at kfc and food court. hehe went arcade after tt! me and shannon dint take neoprints with the others cos wasnt interested...then we played shooting, basketball and dancing lol. basketball we made our 2 highest record! i think 420+ hehheh then dancing was quite lame cos i feel like i was killing many giant ants below my feet. heh saw a vry pro guy who was dancing the whole entire thing :O crazy haha.
iceskating was quite fun and funny!
we dedicated happy birthday song to shannonyeo! and she seemed quite shy haha and there was this soap snow also lol hehe. then there was this gang who purposely pushed ppl down one. and there was a patch of blood somewhere:O lol and there was a supermanPIG sliding on the floor!
then shannon sis and wanglaoshi came heh(: then tania evie kahmun came too bt they dint come in...and shannon dint really go near them...lol.
heh then after tt was arcade and neoprints heh. took with wls(:
then we went for dinner at some chinese cuisine thing at west mall while others went for movie heh! cos it was quite late already and tired...

hehe then wed went to amanda house to PLAY! hehe lol skyboy grew alot and his ahem also become RED...and he xuxu everywhere also hahaha. reached and ate second helping of lunch. BLOATED. watched a dog thing heh. quite nice but i cant cry. lol shanping and amanda cried abit! i was laughing at the touching parts and the ah gong nostrils was really super BIG!

went WWW with shanping, shannon & sis, amanda, junqi,vanessa. morning went to shannon house to give her a surprise! and she just woke up and was surprised haha! :D happy birthday shannon yeo shi er nanapop! stay happy always and excellent results ahead!(: heh was quite fun except tt the floor was mor peng and hard): the v shape slide down thing was super thrilling haha my whole heart dropped! the ular ular was fun too! the big bucket waterfall was super shuang also heh! bt www quite little things to play. bt escape need wait for vry long! ate kfc for lunch(: eat person 2 chicken dingdong. and the girl said she had 3 breasts only cos shanon say she want all breasts! LOL. then bathed and met those who went escape heh. dropped the idea of bowling since it was packed. walked to whitesands to dine at foodcourt! and then neoprints and arcade(: and i almost died on the way back cos my mom was angry...it was super late heh. reached home about 10.

class chalet at coasta sands pasir ris on sat! went there with jianing & amanda!(: the chalet was super duper small and hot compared to the nynb one which was super big and cooling. aiyo lucky i cant stay and somemore my best friend came. then played taopok on top. actually i wasnt playing...cos i was tired so i lay there and ppl turned me over to lie on me and my back CRACKED a few times lol! then i opened my mouth :O somebody stuffed biscuits and chocs into my mouth :O haha so i think the bed was quite dirty and sandy...lol and ppl were saying how dead i looked. then there was this ghost story yixuan said while they off the lights but i wasnt listening lol cos i scared. then went for amazing race and our team was called MRT- my romantic team-.- lol justina was our co ordinator! our grp was rosanne evie chenxi yuka me(: lol first stop was screwed cos it was raining..then it was mass finding of crocs and we were polite to ask ppl:D
some ppl rejected lol hahaha. then went to raffles place to play pocky game! and poor yuka couldnt go xuxu lol hehe. went hmv at orchard to sing some song there lol was damn lame cos we were humming! then we sounded constipated and something brown has just been passed out! then went to find sth gothic for evie to wear haha. and the costume was $700 :O and then went kfc to do the quack quack thingo lol was super malu but FUN:D then my legs were super super tired with the new slippers): then went to whitesands to play basketball to earn more points and buy nuggets! haha we were the last team to arrive and i tot i saw a guy sitting in the chalet LOL! it was SHANNON scare me :O then wls was also there haha. she made for us a nicenice cake:D but it was quite filling haha. then had pizza and nuggets and sushi too(: then after tt slacked a while more and went home heh. parents picked me up! and the others went for movie.

sunday went with junqi and amanda to sentosa! heh was quite lost throught the journey...then took pictures there and cycled! haha amanda tan still dont know how to cycle...tsktsk. wasntreally fun then went vivo to watch movie with junqi jianing amanda while others went home heh. watched butterfly lovers and the story was damn lame hah. and wuzun doesnt know how to act at all so it turned out quite funny and we were the only four laughing at touching parts. and jianing could even sleep :O LOL she is laugh sleep laugh HAHAHA.

drama has been tiring and frustrating heh. the attendance is super lousy and pissfying..i feel guilty for playing, talking crap and going down buy food>< haiyos i think our play is super screwed now. hope it will turn out well(: many misunderstandings also. i keep screaming lol.

then went out with pighead today for movie of hsm3! cos we cant make it on sunday and monday then sat junqi cant make it so separate lo.. heh the movie was not bad but storyline quite plain and climax nt really there. but the songs are nice hehe(: and amanda wore a skirt :O so we looked totally different haha and many cheeko were looking at her haha!:P the theatre was damn cold>< my lower teeth were shivering like crazy heh. then went to eat lunch at subway and bought presents! headed to bugis for neoprints and dounuts! then we were bored so we went esplanade to look since it was on the way back! hahaha much interesting stuffs and took photos too hahaha! and i got scolded for walking on the water thingo. hehh then went home after eating our dounuts! and the passway was damn scary can-.- got suddenly appear whipping thing on the wall by visualisers! then it was super loud and i was quite scared so we ran? lol and i screamed also cos amanda keep scaring me-.- and ppl laughed at us can so malu...heh had a fun day:D

tmr going out too! mon dont know have rehearsal anot...if have then will be fun hahaha(: cos it is only us without...others>< kk shall end here! byebye!

2008-09-26T08:45:00.001-07:00

hello.
rahh i feel a little bit stress which i dont even like.
last year i dint even feel stress):
how come this year so stress?!
i KNOW!
whos tt ding dong who put geog and history on the same date???
aiyoyo make us fret worry and go ging gong memorising :O
DIE DIE DIE
i haven started memorising and just write finished the notes only. very slow:/
where got like tt super fast shannon who finish memorising geog...
must MUG MUG MUG
hehh i dont like history):
it really makes me go crazy...
SO MUCH SOLID INFO!
geog is much nicer cos its more of what we see.
history is PAST! we should brood on the past and think abt the future which is geog hehe.
history is NOT NICE! YEAH!
lol chinese is also not niceD:
i scared FAIL....
bio is also nt vry nice cos it has so much to memorise...
la is i dont know. msterious cos i dont know what will come out.
maths and physics and chem is NICE:D
ok i must mug mug mug now...
byebye.

2008-09-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

hello(:
haven been posting recently..shall update!
hehh had culture test on monday....
got 70/70! hehheh(: lol first time i work so hard for cl. cos i went to memorise the whole lines exactly. and amanda "scolded" me for giving up studying halfway.
yaye must thank her(:
woah one week really past really fast...
and 18 days to eoys...): sian must mug mug mug again when i just did tt like two weeks ago...for physics. oh ya we are getting back physics this week! heh hope i get good marks since my marks for science quite low...
then our drama dint make it for auditions as we only had one rehearsal. but 205a also. i think its due to our lack of co-operation...aiyo vry screwed heh. the nxt audition is on wed...woahh abt three more rehearsals. 205b jiayous!:D we can do it! jiayous tania shannon(:
and we had pep talk for drama settling all the problems and sumei was super funny hahaha(:
TOLERANCEEE! lol i think 205b has many "bombs" and everybody wants to express their points of view at the same point and BOMB chaos. and sometimes we quarrel until vry badly....
but i think we have alot of potential to put up a good show of c&d 2008!(:
hmm cl ytd was super lame hahaha. cos wls was saying lame jokes.
like how do you differentiate a person who dropped down a 2nd floor and 10th floor.
2nd floor: ahhhhhhh! pomp! ahhhhh!
10th floor : ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! POMP!
lollll and why do we have to buy bags? cos its NOT FREE!
woahh so lame can hahaha and we were talking abt si han ying yong wen lol.
rosanne jokes got one super lame...
where do you find a corn?
CORNER.
lol and amanda seem nt to understand why is it CORNER hahaha benben one(:
then maths was quite frustrating cos abit noisy everywhere...but of cos not amanda shannon noisy la cos they were teaching me(:
then stayed back with amanda to do the dreamweaver and amanda was finding how to remove her lines when she did it miraculously! LOL!
and we were having problems uploading to lms and webpage!
and both of us got really frustrated so we started to call people!
and in the end got abit hang of it after like 2hours and then just heck care!:D
we were hungry so we went to j8 to eat macs(:
macchicken and fish fillet:D
lol i offered amanda a drumstick cos she looked real hungry cos every bite she take of her burger, something will er DROP down! LOL. and she eats drumstick very funnily. firstly she was laughing at me for eating until so unglam by putting the whole thing in my mouth.
then guess what she did!
she put the whole thing in her mouth and started to TURN AND TWIST it in her mouth!
and no meat came off so all her saliva was on the chicken...so unglam aiyoyo!
hahaha laughed loads cos amanda kept laughing at herself-.-
larmo heh. havent been laughing tt much for long cos of exams and drama and pmsing...
yaye thank you amanda tan for making me LAUGH:D benben woman(:
the person who laughs hehehhe then hahahahhaa.
then went back and reached home at abt 6+ and dint really have appetite to eat xD but still finished my share:D

the drama pep talk! junqi amanda sumei!
sara hair, rosanne shannon and saiying!
jianing trying to hide tt she was digging her nose!
HAHAHA I CAUGHT IT!:D unglam....
woahh laksa with freee er ice lemon tea packets? damn cool hahaha! quite a nice combination in the food rubbish bin in our canteen!

hehhh this is the benben woman! lol i took this picture form the bottom(: i think she looks tired...SMILE ALWAYS:D

shall end here! bye.

2008-09-13T21:50:00.000-07:00

hello(:
i shall post but im not going to do the er meme thing yet.
hehh thursday was....idk hahaha ok la.
drama was sort of nt vry productive and i made people angry ):
blehh. and amanda ran to the toilet with her socks on only o.o
i think the directors are the most stressed.
our play is kind of screwed cos there isnt any complete rehearsals yet...
haiyoyos nvm we can do it(:
friday's drama was...
SCARY :O
alimama we were talking abt costumes and everything when...
BOOMB BAAAM BOMMMB BOMBA!
shouting, screaming, swearing, crying, critisicing, raking up matters started to happen in tt small little room of ours. woah its like :o :o suddenly bao zha those kind of thing.
aiyo its sort of expected cos both wont want to lose to each other by "mouth"
woahh then like going to fight like tt. quite interesting and funny although it shouldnt be.
heh so we carried on with the rehearsals without some ppl.
then VERY FUN:D not cos without the ppl la.
jus this time vry funny and fun.
i was one of the soldiers then suddenly...i farted and everybody who were supposed to talk to me siam all the way out>< aiyo then i stand there nobody to start convo with lol.
and we completed the whole rehearsal although it wasnt tt smooth heh.
went down to play basketball with shanping rosanne shannon chuanling after school.
then the prize giving for the world peace lol.
junqi and shannon went bugis to buy wallet. my mother dint allow :/
so i went to photocopy past year papers with the pighead at the library :D
woahh one big stack.
and we went home hahaha.
shall end here.
byebye!
may all the feuds and hate-ness be gone in this world:D
WORLD PEACE

2008-09-10T05:17:00.000-07:00

hello(:
had physics test today lol
set by ajl again heh so quite manageable...
but the thing is my paper got gradient one cos the curtain fly to me and molest me, then my paper got sunlight.
if the curtain close back again, my paper become orh orh like baluku then vry weird and my eye pain. i think i want to change seats cos i have shan guang. and i cant really communicate with the ppl near me.
maybe it takes time but then not vry comfortable. just feel vry quiet down there heh.
then cl was doing lianxi9. i think actually hor no marks one i do with more confidence. then got marks one like exam the whole hand will vibrate like go north pole like tt. so weird.

and for some reason i felt the same frustration in me like last night. then vry prone to anger.
like last night my mom cut nails in my room then the click click vry frustrating i just screamed at her.
but then sometimes its just the outburst held for vry long when you are treated in tt way so its sort of a payback of scarcasm. if anything isnt right just say it loud. no point making anger known to yrself only. i dont want to quarrel anymore. its vry tiring. but pls understand tt what you say sometimes make ppl feel zibei. for marks. tts why i want change seats. 2 ppl attacking me from both sides emotionally doesnt feel vry good><>< ok end of story.

heh must change to happier mood:D those things arent worth to spoil my day. anyway lucky i dint let tt affect my mood for test cos it always happens, sort of xi guan already until it becomes numb(: pe quite ok la. batting then dint get to field. hehh amanda was swinging swinging then i dint really know where to throw so she was saying "too high" "too low" "see see see BREAST LEVEL, down here!" LOL. i remember last lesson she smack the shuttle cock right into my forehead o.o and then she throw the ball at my face): lol and she all laugh herself one hahaha. then shannon was arnd teaching hah. i think many ppl improved due to her(: sometimes caring doesnt make a difference when you are the thorn.

then eat alone with shannon for recess cos amanda had meeting. after tt was physics test. then it was la. lol first time i listened and nv sleep...but i was playing with shannon lol. then lunch went down to eat with amanda with shannon. assembly quite ok. then went to amk hub to eat. roti prata man out to lunch:( so we went food court heh. the convo quite bland. cos i couldnt get myself to start talking. for the first time. then went home after tt. and slept again from 5 to 7 30...aiyo i everyday sleep afternoon nap one><>

shall end here.
(whats with the quotes. for me?)

2008-09-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

hello:D
heh decided to post pictures cos im lazy to write.
have been mugging quite alot these few days lol.
from morning to night do do do mug mug mug.
actually i do vry little but spend alot of time><
and now still left cl ppr.
and i haven fill in the cl culture and haven done the stack of history....
still left so much. but i think did alot of maths this week. lol nv dui bu qi ms li.
bleh physics on wed but i haven really memorise.
ok the pics!

"OI shhhhh! cannot see i meditating until so serious meh? AMITUOFO! shhhhh! na mo orh me tuo fo~" lol random pic drng lsc! lol yuka looks funny hahaha(:

dont worry this face doesnt exist in ny lol! but her eyes look vry scary hahahhaa! this is amandatanweimun LOLL! she can be a monster in her nxt life cos really look like(:

hehh amanda went matrichie to take the adaptations pics today cos ours not same tree>< href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_HfccPzjKN_g/SMPDYz-mGfI/AAAAAAAAAXQ/oLnidCcJfRM/s1600-h/roots5.jpg"> LOL she looks like she is trying to seduce the tree and is constipating:D
this one er...who is the straightest of all?

LOL proof of we reached the summit! not like jianing they all go playground! :p but i also want go playground play leh got the flying fox thing ): hehh group photo:D amanda look vry short here and shannon abit blurr hahaha(: junqi hair abit funny heh.
lol junqi!(: she look quite sleepy...
this one no need say! just look like PIG lo(: the face so red somemore LOL. shows tt we got exercise heh.
this one is BLURR sotong! LOL(: and she quarrelled with the bunch of kids we met...lol haha super funny(:
LOL guess whats this!

TADA! A SNAKE! sssssss (: lol this snake suddenly drop off the fence while we were seeing it and we all scream all the way to the pavellion:D hahaha.

LOL shannon hahaha(: too friendly to fight already heh. HAH she looks like she is advertising for starhub!

LOL pighead:D signature smile(: heh junqi looks unhappy cos she want BOX pighead:D
nehhh now then happy cos she only one in the picture:D
jianing LOL! her signature DIMPLES (:
lol chuanling dint want to take until amanda took with her hahahha:D

shall end here!

byebye.

shall go back to mugging mood.

mug mug mug.

2008-08-30T07:58:00.000-07:00

hello(:
i shall post heh.
ytd teacher's day!
i think this year programmes were much nicer and entertaining then last year heh!
i think cos we dint have to squeese in the "no air" hall with the whole school and dont have a good view of the performance,
and we performed! :D
woahh so scary the whole school LOOKING at you singing...
and somemore i dont know how to sing><
and amanda was laughing at my way-eh-eh-eh LOL
cos i dont know how to change note properly so become eh eh eh!
and when i went up, my legs started to shiver...like go nua but have to stand properly so it shiveredd.
then i dint know when to start then vry nervous.
then suddenly....
"i was a SHIP..."
i suddenly remember SHIP must sway to the left so faster sway...
then i saw joey and jaime laughing...
then i looked at beishi and she give me the weowe biantai look...
and i was half laughing and singing LOL.
then we went up to the 3rd floor to watch the performance heh.
shannon junqi jianing went back chongfu after tt.
me and amanda CLEANED the classroom.
actually i only sweep abit heh.
then amanda dropped her class tee into the toilet bowl while changing into her clothes HAHAHA:D
benben one(:
i went amk hub to change then we walked arnd then eat then go mrt to jurong to meet them.
hehh amanda was saying tt the ice smell not nice...
lol amanda nv smell ice before:D
and according to my long term observation and research, i know amanda wont be able to skate and will fall down easily hahaha.
heh met lingting there lol. so qiao3.
then we wore our shoes and went it.
heh this time dint take a long time to get use to skating.
LOL amanda and junqi were at first stucked!
then we teached them how to skate:D
jianing is a fast learner!
and amanda butt pain more than her leg pain lo!
cos she keep falling and leaning backwards...
then when shes going to FALL...
SHE GROPE PPL OR PPL HAVE TO GROPE HER!
LOLLLL
so after many times of falling down, she gets up vry easily:D
and she managed to skate one round with me while i hold her heh(:
yaye junqi made improvement too(:
lol then we went out at 4 after buying the magge mee!
was super hungry hehe.
went to take neoprint after tt hahaha.
was super funny cos suddenly only can squeese into a bit only.
then got one amanda was dropping then her mouth was like :O
then they decorated while me and shannon went arcade to PLAY:D
was super fun heh.
we played basketball while waiting for some guy to finish playing time crisis 3.
loll find time crisis 3 abit boring so spend all the money on basketball!
yaye managed to reach lvl 4!:D
me and shannon vs amanda and junqi and jianing
308 : 38
LOLLL hahaha total thrash:D
then after tt we went macs to take a drink while junqi and jianing went to shop!
shannon had to leave cos her maid cooked dinner.
then amanda had to leave also cos her mother dint really allow.
then i had no appetite so i left after eating the cheese fries.
hehhh what a close shave(:
lucky this isnt a "learn to treasure after losing" situation.
from this, i also saw who really really cared heh(:
i see your TRUE COLOURS lalala:D
lol so lame.
i shall end here!

2008-08-23T06:02:00.000-07:00

LOL after 2 very "interesting" posts i dont think i will be posting soon already heh.

2008-08-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

after rehearsal me and shannon played basketball. then we used one badminton court to play matches heh! first round got thrashed like siao><
1st match : 21 - 6
2nd match : 22 - 20
shannon won both:D

maybe ignorance is really bliss for certain circumstances. i shall just cover both my eyes and scream all the way through all these complicated stuffs.

WHOOOO MUST BE HAPPY:D
COS ITS A HAPPY DAY!
teachers day...i dont want to go back chongfu.
i just want to play!
iceskating:D

lol second post of the day.

2008-08-23T05:04:00.000-07:00

woah super long dint post already heh.
shall just post briefly about stuffs.
friendly with ct was quite a good experience.
but like ms lin said most of us played like crap.
i dint even know if i tried my best cos i should since this might be the last exposure with b'div 09 and then it would be us and the sec1s.
super fast like we blink our time back we were still noob noob sec1s looking forward to every single trngs but now seem to be burden, stress, tired, not meeting expectations and everything.
but morning court is still a joy but i dont know why im nt going down these few days.
hehh projects are finally settled.
but all the internal stuffs arent.
aiyomama vry complicated.
sometimes things are not the way you see it and feel or sense.
i wish i was a dog, nth to worry, just cuddled by human beings and just lead a carefree life(:
maybe being able to see ghost is quite a bad idea...
we got in for teacher's day performance! lol(:
aiyo i standing front row so scary...
this year got 205, 202, 101, and one sec 4 class.
aiyo i find the teachers vry unfair to 201...>< href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_HfccPzjKN_g/SK_-roqsSPI/AAAAAAAAATY/Pbk_Jppqfgo/s1600-h/DSC00996.JPG">

LOL we put skyboy in amanda's bag while amanda was having tuition!

shannon and skyboy(:
LOL skyboy head look CHOPPED off!
very cute heh! but not cute when its bathing...

jessie(: jianing looks abit unglam....
jianing(:
beishi! se bei bei(: jianing looks unglam again...
pig head constipated look:D she looks like a tomato hoho(:
shannon distorted leg LOL

netball and basketball and two legs lol. see no evil(:
the pighead trying to suck oxygen for hibernating!
junqi lol blurred!
shannon with the ball heh(:
JOYCE ! lol i remember amanda's scary molester hand:D (JIANING UNGLAM)

2008-07-30T05:52:00.000-07:00

hello(:
i dont feel like posting but i feel like posting hehh.
hmm got bac many results.
as usual im numbed to my marks.
but maybe feel abit lousy for my cl....
its like 61% B4.
and im laughing at my lousy zeros when it wasnt even supposed to be funny.
and it doesnt make me feel better.
my marks are terrible:/
i think im contradicting myself><>< size="2">

im tired of everything.

2008-07-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

i shall update since im bored.
cip on fri was quite ok.
but shocked in the beginning when all were adults cos i expected cute children><>< size="1">not tt i dont want to try but sometimes trying your very best doesnt mean succeeding. and this reality came smacking into my face many many times. and sometimes it may seem on the surface tt you are nt trying at all but in fact you are....and sometimes afraid to try hard cos of the never ending failures. many sometimes.
trng ended.
saw shannon and celeste.
dint join them for dinner cos i was eating with my mom.
then called amanda cos she was waiting too.
met up with some others in the canteen after a while.
went amk hub for dinner and walked arnd before my dad fetched us home.
was super super tired. mentally and physically.
dint really do much on the com and work.
hehh was talking and talking.
oh and we got back maths ppr.
ok la not tt im sad nor happy.
i think im numbed to maths results after i failed last term>< so i dint feel happy when im supposed to feel happy. would being numbed to results make be wont want to work hard anymore? heh dont know. drama was quite slack as the teacher couldnt make it.

2008-07-23T07:46:00.003-07:00

THIS IS THE FIFTH POST OF THE DAY:D

JOEY LIM! MY BLOG IS SUCCESSFULLY REVIVED:D

2008-07-23T07:46:00.001-07:00

THIS IS THE FOURTH POST OF THE DAY:D

hah i shall post some weird stuffs(:
missed primary school all of a sudden....
all the super funny and "innocent" memories.
i sound like old woman....
but really vryvry nice with all the super nice teachers:D
nice until teacher's day give present need queue up one then queue until outside door!
then remember last time nv bring rpe go outside classroom stand><
then 30/40 of the class stood up and went out which shocked mrs ong hahaha:D

and one time ms yow was super angry with us she just walked out of the classroom then mrs ong thought tt ms yow chased one of us out....

mrs ong: who did ms yow chased out jus now? (super serious tone)
us: huhhh?!?! got meh? i tot she walked out of the classroom herself???
mrs ong: HUHHH?!?! (starts laughing until like tomato face)
us: laugh until like crazy also.

and i remembered last time mrs ong cried cos she cant finish teaching her science notes she prepared for us): actually shes a vryvry nice teacher cos she organised chalet for us:D then last time someone ate tissue-.- then mrs ong got a shock hahahaha. and there was always this super lame comparison between 6gracious and 6respectful.....

mrs ong to 6gracious: 6respectful always very good blablablbalbal
ms yow to 6 respectful : 6 gracious always very good blablablabla

then they go each class and repeat the same thing-.- and our classroom was super high up! highest floor of the school then everywhere was red! dustbin, noticeboard, table, walls....quite freaky hah and there was no toilet only 2 classes there><

then mrs ong said we were vry weird cos we see her at the corrider is either pretend nv see, change direction or cover mouth and HEHEHEHE there! HAHAHAA! then she say must say hello! so we all hello hello then too enthu she scold us :X cos we waved right in front of her face....

then ms yow super funny:D
"YOU ALL DONT HAND UP YOUR WORK TO ME.....I CANNOT REPRODUCE YOU KNOW!"
lollllll was super funny cos it sounded super wrong but she didnt know we thinking wrong><
but ms yow is the best teacher ever :D super nice.

lolll shall end here for this post:D

2008-07-23T07:45:00.002-07:00

THIS IS THE THIRD POST OF THE DAY:D

i shall post the story shannon told me to destress before the exam:D

close your eyes.
imagine you are on a beach.
enjoying the scenary.
playing with the golden sand.
you pick up lovely seashells washed to the shore by the waves.
you went closer into the sea.
a small little fish was at your feet.
you bent down to catch it.
and then,

you drown!:O

lolll yaye completed post:D

2008-07-23T07:45:00.001-07:00

THIS IS THE SECOND POST OF THE DAY:D

im supposed to crap according to SOMEONE...oh joeylim's wrists are loose, very loose got alot of keek keek. then we both cant play court in the morning. then got one morning she sms whether i going court then already 8+ when i saw the sms then i dint reply>< then nxt morning she wanted to kill me cos i nv reply her :O so i faster replied her. because...better late than never!:D
so she replied me and started throwing weird things at me. like calculator and she threw those which were not hers. LOL. then i got bored so i called her and she took vry long to feel the vibration. then when she picked up she hahahahaha into the phone only. LOL. so the whole phone call was laughing hahahahaha:D

according to her, i must crap. so i just crapped. :D

2008-07-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

hello:D
i shall nt let this blog die on itself.
heh block test finally over.
but i feel more stressed up now for no reason hah.
i think this i called post-stress.
this 3 days all the papers make me go crazy already...
now i see ppr i want to faint.
block tests block up my mind and forcing stuffs into my small brain tt i dont feel like storing.
lol and shannon relaxing story is not relaxing at all hahaha:D
suddenly what beach got water and wave and wind vry nice one then suddenly....
YOU DROWN!
lollll.
i know im really going to fail cl. cos i felt super gong at the beginning then stonning stonning cant understand the passage. then my hand was shivering and numbed D: now still haven recover. i chionged the last two comphre in 1hr which means i anyhow do so im going to fail. i dont even know what i was writing i jus anyhow copy the passage><
others quite ok la. lucky maths this time was nt so diff. hope wont fail again if not my maths % will be super low. la i dint really know what to write so i think i wrote alot of crap. then history and geog were quite ok.

tmr getting back bio test! hope it doesnt fail>
lol today went to the polytechnic to see F1. alot of ppl left early so we left early too><>< then played with amanda's dog hah:D lol it became fatter(: then jianing was quite obsessed with the dog and the dog chased her arnd which was super funny:D heh dint do cme ppt. then went home at 5+

nth to post already. byebye.

2008-07-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

hello:D
haven post for a long long long long time...
vry dead already here.
yaye bt im here to save the world(:
lazy to type so let the pictures do the talking...
205 ppl splitting:D yaye shannon can finally dance(:
HEH this pic is super candid cos UNKNOWN looked at the cam the moment i press:D she look like she got sars....
this one also super candid cos this is natural respond of UNKNOWN when you call her.....
stuff toys at popular by shannon yeo:D according to pic:-
-minnie and mickey gave birth to piglet
-pooh and carebear gave birth t baby pooh (both parents are males)

er this one i dont know how to describe. van's hair looks funny after i combed it :D
jianing:D went swensens after buying the nicenice ppr for cl sia...heh $$ all flew away.
this is evidence of jianing being bloated after eating.....woah like eat drugs like tt. latr fly go in:D
er exchange student from suzhou. realise it was in my phone...
another one.
:O OCTOPUS in hongzi :D

src carnival:Dthe background looks like a picture heh.
my clay model:D
aiyo looks super wrong....this was taken at raffles place i think when me and jianing were doing cip there.
maths leads to creativity :D
volcano clouds:D ms yip asked us to observe so we took picture(:

ok end of post!

revival succeed.

2008-06-30T22:55:00.000-07:00

hi,long time no post.many things have happened lately,blablabla,end of pos t!

2008-06-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

i feel like killing jianing for her post:D
-short and sweet post-

2008-06-11T22:38:00.000-07:00

i think im vry insomia-ed.
soon i will become like the gonggong banana sitting beside me in school.
cos i cant sleep. i find sleeping boring and sleeping positions are getting sian.
then i try to sleep upside down i cant breathe-.-
and i keep thinking and thinking abt things non stop.
one after another. like want to stop thinking also cannot.bleah.
ahhhhhh i dont feel like studying or doing work.
i think fa1 dai1 is the most interesting thing i can do now.
now i have 4-ple eyelids. cool man.
at first have duoble eyelids. now can times 2 one(:
my aunt's maid is coming to stay in my room cos they are going hk D:
aiyoh then must sleep early and cannot step on her while i move arnd the room at night....
hais no trng today and nxt tue. hope the school get us a good coach to make up for us these few months.
and my stamina sure drop like crazy. must go run myself.
if not latr carnival one quart die already.
ahhhhhhh i dont want term 3 to start. will be super busy. then vry fast its eoy. then its choral and drama night. and holidays pass like the speed of light. super fast then sec3 already. and we become old ppl cos its upper sec. and more workload more everything. then the cycle repeats till we retired for old age and go bogay then can only eat prooridge and mee sua. then alamak lie in coffin go incinerate already.

conclusion : life is so boring.

ok i dont know what thing i jus typed......
i shall go and try to mug biology...
super sian all the memorising :/
bleahhh shall end here.
bye.
OH i want watch the hulk. lol random.

idkwhathappened.maybeitsdifferentalready.thelongingisntttmuchanymore.maybeithasdisappeared.sorry.

2008-06-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

yaye second post of the day(:

trng court runs were quite exhausting but good for trng stamina(:

and i could feel the mwachi peizhen gave us circling in my stomach and i had stomache drng the runs :/

in the end i went toilet to dabian but then come out only german gas><

then did the square thingo.

and did 1/3 court

changed quite fast cos there were no minimum number of passes.

then trng ended and went bukittimahfoodcentre to eat.

yaye this time zhong ji mi ma not so suay(:

last time i zhong4 4 times......

hehh and ziwei and liyi were so evil so go buy papaya to add at the end.

and end up they two zhong4 hahaha.

and i tried the end product.

taste like spicy, lemon sour and disgusting papaya flesh :x

lol then walked back to kap busstop with liyi and yanquan with them talking while i listen.

quite interesting heh cos like dont often know how snrs think abt trngs and stuff.

and i dint know what to talk so dint talk.

my stomach was super uncomfortable when i was in the bus.

so i bought rojak, potato chips and cup noodles(:

yayeee food!

and started on work.

shall name out what i did to make myself feel abit accomplished.

1. 略阅读报告(2) YAYEE FINISH ALL :D

2. maths (finished all the indices which i left after ytd)

3. wenzhangfenxi (1) DO LATR HAH

4. graphs practice DO LATR

oh no i did so little things todayyyy. bleahh super slack.

tmr must chiong chiong chiong my cl sia all done and do maths and revise bio and do history and do cl practice(: tmr is big mugging day:D and im all alone at home.

and jus now had a super funny msn convo with zhaojunqi the JUNEMON! hahahaa!

my big creation which i laughed at myself:D

junqi + monkey = JUNEMON

NEW POKEMON SPECIES WHOOOOO~

lollll this is what she drew saying how she look like! and imgaine her face there fighting PIKACHU! omg super funnyyyyy HAHAHAHA! and we both scared of algebra in common test cos we did badly for ct last term cos of the algebraaaaa! so we said we should go buy bra fight algebra....HAHAHA

2008-06-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

got tagged by so-fei-ya (SOPHIA SAME YING YI) to do this.

Instructions:remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question then tag 8 people in your list, list them out in the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.

Q1: Do you like your present school?
hmm yeah like alot(: cos theres netball, my teammates and my friends:D

Q2: What do you want the most now?
become a bird so can fly to somewhere i want(:
(i realise bird stamina vry lousy....)
I DECIDED TO BE AN EAGLE(:
and finish up all my work and be prepare to MUGMUGMUG!

Q3: If you are gonna die tomorrow what do you want to do most?
fly somewhere with my EAGLE wings to meet a special someone and eat all many types of food till i die(:

Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
if i hate ppl, means they arent even my friends cos you cant possibly hate your true friends no matter what happens(: anw i haven hated anyone be4 but i wanted to cook ppl in curry before:D

Q5: Are you afraid of death?
huh ok la. not vryvry scared cos i think i will die in peace? maybe not but i want everything arnd me to be ok and everybody happy before i die. cos at least you feel an1 xin1. but i dont want to die so soon yet.

Q6: What is your goal this year?
1 all misunderstandings to be cleared and everybody happily tgt(: (really really hope it will)
2.have an msg under 1.5 and at least 75%(hopefully)
3.improve my netball skills, master communication and improve stamina
4.nynb bonded as ever!
5.make sure everybody arnd me is happy and healthy(hope so:D)
6.make myself hardworking again
7.eat many many things
(in no order)

Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
my family and my friends heh. bt i prefer to stay with my friends nxt time when im independent(: cos like wont have a lot of.....yeah.

Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family,friends,teammates,netball,com,phone,bed,food

Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
its quite meaningless on the outside cos we do everything by routine everyday! but with all the love(family) and friendships and interests, it become quite meaningful. see how see it(: but optism is the best:D

Q17: What do you live for?
live for my family,friends and netball(:

Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
er depends who im with. mostly is amanda,jianing,junqi,shannon in class. and depends who i sit with also. now talk quite alot to the stupid banana beside me also. lol.

Q19: What are you listening to now?
RADIO 93.3fm lol i dont know what song is tt. but i felt bored and decided to hear the radio a while.

Q20: What would you say to a peanut?
whoooooooo! you smell like a peanut, if you are not roasted i dont want to eat you(:

Q21: What holiday homework do you have left?
lazy to name out. jus alot alotalot. (refer to junqi's post)

hahaha dont want tag ppl to do. if you want jus kope and do(: but tell me to go yr blog see though. shall post another one! cos hahaha somebody called junemon wanted(:

2008-06-08T03:58:00.000-07:00

heh dint go for class gathering cos mom dint really allow><
and i was quite tired after going out consecutively for two whole days...

wheeeeee!
went out with mandypiggy on sat(:
we were both late as usual heh.
but we boarded the same mrt!
and when i got off the mrt, amanda called me and i was like "where are you!"
"i see you!"
"where???"
-mushroom head pops out-
hehhh went macs for breakfast!
shared pancakes(:
and we had to eat quite fast cos the movie was going to start.
and for some reason, amanda's face was red. heh!
then chionged all the way up to the cinemas cos we were really really late.....
like really RUNNNNNNN! loll but we took the lift la so it was ok(:
we watched KUNGFU PANDA! and bought a bigbig drink to share:D
and dont know why the person at the counter go put the two of us RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE!
like 360 degrees got ppl around us one.
then quite intimidating.
i prefer siting at the side cos if anyhow move will bang into ppl then must keep on"sorrysorry"
hehh the show was quite amusing la cos the panda vry cute but it is PRO with its fats hahahaha.
and we realised one of the cast was jackie chan....lol.
then we went popular to buy the 2 cl assessment books for me-.-
cos my mother wanted><
and went minitoons to buy amanda's sis present!
hehh practically with the dumbdumb person there, alot of softtoys dropped down......tsktsk.

and we went raffles place to eat at b&j!(:
hehhh nice nice:D
and amanda DROOOOOOOOOOOL-ED while eating the sample.....
haiyoyos the saliva like zooooop zooooop go down one lo.
and there were many many big drops on the floor xD
-unglam-
talked a while then moved on the bugis!
went to take neoprints heh(:
lalalalallaala many interesting things happened hohohoho.
and amanda said tt she need to go home by 2 when it was already 3-.-
lamepok la aiyohhh so we went home heh.
and i followed her home hah :D
and took 854 home.
thanks loads for making this day such a nice one piggytan!<3

quote of the day!
the magical fountain met the magical rainbow and fireworks shot into the air and sparkled dazzingly:D

2008-06-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

hehh went out to grp study with junqi and jianing at woodlands library(:
was er actually 45mins late......>< cos there was this fogging thing then if walk out then i will be covered with intesticide.....psps
jianing came soon after.
then we were sitting at pastia mania laughing at super lame stuffs.LOL.
suddenly junqi became super high.she was saying abt this ordering thing.

-call in progress to call home service from pastia mania-
customer: i would like to have blablablablablabla.................
counter: ohhh ok no problem. whats your address??
customer: im jus in front of you :D

hahahahahhha lol can seee how lame and high junqi was at tt point of time(:

and we decided not to eat there after taking the menu and settling down xD
went to kfc instead:D
forget to change my salad.
then there was a lot of super lame things coming out again and i laughed until my stomach ache>< then i spilled abt half a cup of 7up on myself....and some water and ice flew over me and landed on my seat behind me.
search like crazy for a table in the library on the 2nd and 3rd story.
but all were already booked by ppl.
so we went to the children lvl!
lolllll and we found a piece of log with long chairs which was quite suitable to do work on.....
and the surroundings was a jungle picture(:
did graphs and completed quite a few sums.
then we were listening to the funny funny song jianing sent us.
alamak keep laughing. especially at the part where they sing " IM BOGAYYYYYY"
felt tired and sian so went arnd to look look.
then me and jianing were playing with some bear.
and started many weird weird convos(:
hehhehh.
and we did the same thing with hand puppets:D
hahaha super funny.
went macs with the intention of resuming study.
but played and eat in the end.
lolll then played zhong ji mi ma(:
but the sauce was nice hahaha.
and the guessing was quite funny:D
yayee then went arnd to walk be4 dinnering.
then walk again.
reach home at abt 9+
got scolded abit><
ok shall end here.bye.

2008-06-03T19:46:00.000-07:00

haven been posting.
so i shall post.
trng.
sth is wrong with me.
is it tt i lost the morale to carry on
or not trng for 1 week caused it.....
i dont know :/
after running the 2nd rnd for warmups,
i was already breathless.
then my head was spinning like crazy.
and i couldnt train much.
so just watch.
heh then latr it rained and we went in.
went thai noodles hse for lunch.
then some went home and the remaining ppl went coro(:
we played truth or dare and zhong ji mi ma.
the juice was super not nice :x
and i zhong4 4 times!
lol then played till 4+
and waited for mandy the slow poke to go home tgt(:
reach home at abt 5+
ok shall end here.
byebye.

maybethingarentalwaysthere

2008-05-31T23:18:00.000-07:00

Name __ people you can think of. Don't look at the questions before you do this quiz. at the end, choose 3 people to do this quiz. (all 205 ppl)

1.junqi
2.amanda
3.jianing
4.shannon
5.vanessa
6.chuanling
7.beishi
8.chenxi
9.yuka

1)How did you meet 5? (VANESSA)
hehheh i met her in the market first at a fruit store while choosing banehnehs, then when i went to sec school in 105 i saw the exact same fruit and said HI. now im sitting beside this super lame and insomia-ed person and shes scared of POKES. when you poke her, her leg become KUNGFU LEG and can kick the entire table down(:

2)What would you do if you never met 1? (JUNQI)
then i would be short of alot of lame stuffs cos this person is internally lame. hahahaha i dont know what im talking abt. yeah and her slow reaction laughter always vry funny one. and she is a vry nice person(: i dont think im answering the qn......hehheh nvm!

3)What if 9 and 4 dated?(YUKA & SHANNON)
HAHHAA! omg i think yuka will scream like crazy......kena tortured by shannon:D and there will be one screaming competition where yuka will win when she sees shannon in a distance! but really cannot imagine. one quite tall and one quite short. and latr you see both in WOODBRIDGE!

4)What if 8 and 6 dated? (CHENXI AND CHUANLING)
OMGGG HAHAHAHA! I WILL LAUGH UNTIL MY STOMACH DIES! this was not purposely made.....yeah first reaction is just laugh then er congratulate them lo(:

5) Describe 2: (AMANDA)
hehheh! indesbribably an excellent and nice friend/confidante(: once she goes too high, its quite dangerous....hahaha and she has a piggy face which is vry adorable:D and she eat and sleep ALOT! her head is nice to mess up becos it cant be messed up and she always does dumb things(: <#

6)Do you know any of 4's family members? (SHANNON)
yeahhhh! she has a younger sister called shalyn and an older brother called shaun. dont know name correctly spelled. but shannon's family members very fun to be with :D

7)What would you do if 3 confesses that he/she loves you? (JIANING)
HAHAHAHA! THAT WILL NV HAPPEN! i will just SMACK her face in the durian and cook her in pineapple juice! MWHAHAHAHHA! but jianing already has someone she admires le.....hehheh. but it this really happen, i will run away cos VERY SCARY. someone like jianing who has brain tumours which goes SIAO anytime is definitely DANGEROUS!

8)Who is 7 going out with? (BEISHI)
ehhehhheh......this one i dont know! maybe another male bear in the cave of atlantic ocean?????i dont know hahahahaha. may ask her one day. cos we co-ordinate to terminate excess bananas in the classroom(:

9) How old is 9?(YUKA)
she is 14! hahaha quite an OLD woman who sounds like a child(: yeahh jus very old.

10)Who is 8's favourite band/singer?(CHENXI)
this one....im not really tt sure xD

11)Would you ever date 4? (SHANNON)
hahaahahaha! nooooo i think i will die of laughter when i see her go on a date! but i will go out with her to PLAY :D

12)Would you ever date 2? (AMANDA)
hehheh! nooooo cos i see her i will feeel like laughing also! and i believe amanda has xin shang ren already xD but i will also go out with her to PLAY :D

13)Is 3 single? (JIANING)
AHEM! i dont think so.....such scandalous ppl....hehheh with some yy guy hor(:

14)Would you ever get into a relationship with 8? (CHENXI)
HUHHHHHH NEVER EVER! cos im a very straight person(:

15)School of 7? (BEISHI)
NANYANG GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL!

16)Where does 6 live? (CHUANLING)
somewhere near school? cos she always comes to schoool at weird timings. sometimes super duper late one.....

17)What's your favourite thing of 5?(VANESSA)
my favourite thing ah......she very spastic and when she gets high ans start laughing liek CRAZY with the crazy bear beside her......I WILL ALSO LAUGH:D lolll and three spastic ppl laughing right at the front there. fun to be with(:

18)Have you seen 2 naked? (AMANDA)
OMGGGG NOOOOOOOOOO! but i really wonder what will happen if it really happens HAHAHAHAHAHAA! but of cos it will be accidental cos im not interested(:

2008-05-29T05:09:00.000-07:00

today was quite eventful i think.
in the morning dint go to watch trng.
cos mother dont allow.
then scared i lao sai there.
morning my bro was spraying my deodorant inside his armpits in my room.
then is like can go do the advertisement for the gatsby deodorant spray=.=
loll is like tt advert so kua1 zhang1.
who in the world will spray like tt after exercise?!
still got weird weird music one. heh i prefer last time the "if you're happy and you know it clap your hair! *clap clap*" tt one was super funny(:
so in the end went down to play billard wit my bro.
lollll in the end the score was 1-1.
heh dint play for a long time already.
stopped when i wanted to dabian again.
then after tt when i went online.
shannon asked if i wanted to go grp study.
so i said ok(: and asked jianing also.
so we goed tgt.
then latr jianing see me from far keep laughing =.=
then shannon open door started laughing. lollll
me and jianing were talking on msn to yy abt lame stuffs.
then jianing IS sick. cos she always POKES the WRONG PARTS ><
we started on maths. lollll algebraic manipulation was quite time consuming but lucky everything was solved(:
then we jumped to direct and inverse proportion.
heh actually spent most of the time talking(:
lol once start talking cannot stop one hahahaha.
and i ate two vry nice chicken wings of shannon's dinner xD
went back at 6+
shall end here.
byebye:D

2008-05-26T22:45:00.001-07:00

ahhhhhh stupid gastric flu :/
then i cant go malacca.......
bleah sry mandy piggy><
you almost slept with chenxi....
lucky now is tania and kahmun(:
you all must be eating lunch now....its 13 46 now.
heh hope all of you having fun there.....
bleahhhh why must be sick at this point of time.
i rahter go there then be sick.
but i have been shitting for dont know how many times already and all is LAO SAI!
and i most prob cant train on thurs><
dont know whether can go for the talk on friday.
hmmm chuanling better take care of my amanda! hehheh if not i slaughter away yr ankle ah xD
i dont like being sick especially when it concerns my bottom cos a lot of brown things is comming out..........and actually red things too>< blehhhhh
hahaha i think me and shannon got some kind of fate.
both of us hurt our legs and cant run with the class napfa....
then this time both also cant go malacca.
kind of dao3 mei2 fate (:
not being able to go malacca quite saddenening cos i know it will be fun....
its like the last outing 205 gonna have (most probably) when all will be present.
cos i believe class gathering not all will turn up one.
only those usual ppl......
-my mother jus appeared behind me=.= SCARE ME-
ok continue.....so now vryvryvry bored....and miss somebody alotalotalot><
blehhhhhhh ytd magma alotalotalot.
heh hope my gastric flu will say sayonara to me soon! (:
BYEBYE STUPID GASTRIC FLUUUU! :D
i dnot want you dont stick to me leh! keep making me go dabian one=.=

2008-05-24T02:26:00.000-07:00

today is a vry boring day :/
ptm was quite horrible heh.
got back my phone but heard from my mom tt elearning person told wls tt i was playing hp games while shannon and junqi see me....=.=
i think tt person wasnt even sure tt what she said was correct when she told wls the whole story.
cos the whole thing wasnt true at all.
i was jus holding the phone.....><
i only want her to know tt she confiscated my phone cos i was holding it drng lessons.
and not becos i was playing. its quite a big difference since she thinks im trying to lie.
i know its my wrong to hold it but then....she thinks tt my explanation of the whole story is crap.
im so gonna hate tt teacher.....
and she didnt ever smile be4. deprived of happiness.
and my results this term really vryvry lousy><
really need to buck up.

thurs was the farewell party for zhonglaoshi(:
bleah quite sad tt she is leaving......
cos shes really a vryvry nice teacher.
accompanied with us every comps to support us under the hot and boring weather.
and once she bought milos for us :D
and we sang the "iloveyou" barney song to her (:
she received one big pooh bear with chocs!
then was party time (EATING)
the bee hoon was vry nice hehheh.
i ate a lot i think.
then played half court for the remaining time (:
quite fun but tiring.
then latr played volleyball with jingwen and joey :D
went home with junqi.

friday
dint really do much for e learning.
food chem was jam making.
and sara was sick so i did eveyrthing with xingying.
hmmm quite fun la. actually not.
cos the jam keep jumping out while boiling =.=
then me and xingying who were stirring kept screaming.
and the outcome was quite gross la heh.
alot commented tt it tasted like bread!
went back class for cleaning.
then was briefing for malacca trip.
yaye we are having friendly with the malacca school ppl while others singsong and telematch i think.
shld be quite fun la. but i think we will lose cos malaysia netball quite qiang one. nvm its the fun in it (: and we have exactly 7 ppl! looking quite forward to it(:
trng was vryvry hot D:
and my stamina sucks.
i cant block, communicate, jump, rebound properly.
then the whole defending thing in the circle is always screwed up with me :/
i somehow forget to defend also. which makes matters worse.....
carnival is coming soon! and my standard still so lan4><
heh then ended at 5 cos mrs sandy tan say family day -.-
in the end we still continued trng a bit.
went for teamdinner at coro.
saw my brother somewhere at the exit o.o
hmmm quite nice to eat with the team(:
then latr had to go home early cos i had to reach home by 9.
the whole entire bus was quite empty. only 3 ppl.
and so i jus lie my whole body on the sit to sleep. super nice heh.
shall end here.

i dont know what to do now. i dont feel like studying. and nobody's online everything. nvm i shall go sleep till tmr. byebye

2008-05-21T05:32:00.000-07:00

hmmm today was quite ok la.
elearning was quite....eh.
miniclipy?
red beard!(:
then food chem was quite fun but smelly.
cos the eggs super smelly.
but the end product smell like chicken gingseng! :D
then bio make up was quite....ehhhh dont know.
and then erererer went shannon's hse to watch ah long(:
hmmm on the way home....
suddenly i saw this brown disgusting NYMPH! cockroach
which was crawling on sth wrong on shannon shirt....
then of cos i AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
then the 3 of them still blurr blurr there><
lucky it died in the end...... if not i fly until dont know where already.
then nv watch violent or scary movie with jianing =.=
she anyhow grab one. and nv see attack where....
hmm went back at 6 30+
yeah shall end here. byebye.

2008-05-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

hmm today handphone kena confiscated drng e-learning.
long story. shall not elaborate.
then a bit bushuang but i know its still my fault.
foodchem was quite fun la. presention and stuffs.
then lat was bio at com lab which dragged into my trng's time......
the weather was super HOT.
and i jus cant communicate with the other circle defender. bleah.
my brain got problem one. cant function at two go.
and i suddenly dont know how to defend!
like maybe too long nv play court le. then lose touch.
haiyos need to work really really hard.
cos carnival is coming.
then felt vry dizzy after trng.

saw junqi and jianing.
sry for yr long wait then nv go back with you all.
cos had really vry impt stuffs to settle.
hope things are much better now between me and you(:

sry for being such a lousy friend><

2008-05-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

VESAK DAY

hmm suppose to wake up at 8am to go temples....
but of cos i woke up at 10am><
so the whole family waited for me.
heh then went to thomsan there the 'house temple',
which is near prata house.
super duper lot ppl O.O
then had to queue up to er bathe the buddha??
jus take one scoop and pour flower water on the budhha and then can be blessed i think.
they earn super lot $$ lo.
so many ppl bathe the buddha then one person need one angbao.
ate some beehoon.
then went prata house to eat breakfast(:
yay so long nv eat nice nice prata.
then my parents were actually intending to eat vegatarian the whole entire day.
means no meat related food
then my father eat prata
then i was like "aiyo you eat until meat already leh"
dad : " dont have what! prata is vegetarian"
me : " curry got fish and chicken one"
dad: " ohhhh, aiyoh, nvm its side dish :D"
lollllll then dinner most probably going to eat vegatarian at my aunt's hse....
bleahhh.
now my parents are at another temple,
when me and my brother went home first(:

-hope all victms of the earthquake to rest in peace

p/s you shldnt let go so easily now.....cos we still have a long way to go and you also mean alot to me too. pls dont make a deicsion so fast. things will get better if we believe<3bff

2008-05-18T05:56:00.001-07:00

today went out with junqi and jianing(:
lazy to update><
but the trip made me feel better from my mixed up mind.
had many great laughing time everywhere...
especially in the toilets and neoprint shop.
ate dinner and went home at 7++
hehheh.

i dont know what to do now......><

2008-05-16T22:16:00.000-07:00

heh i shall elaborate on friday(:

elearning was quite.....ok la. at least theres air con and computer.
but now become mac-com room then a bit....i dont know how to say.
food chem was quite ok too.
cos i dint really know anybody there.
so did everything with sara and xingying.
hahaha but it was lame and fun in a way cos we were suppose to NOT WASTE RESOURCES! (:

trng was vry sunny and we started early so can do more things!(:
but i dont like the weather.
the warm up games were quite fun. hehheh
then we did many many drills.
i still like milkshake the most! (:
this drill was called 'confusion' when we were trng under jiaomei!
and i think this drill last time we did made her pissed with our performance.....that she jus walked away like tt><
which brought back many memories of trngs under her.
i think our whole team wont forget her as our coach/snr.
cos without her, we wouldnt be what we are now.
and my passes are as screwed as ever. its either no sterngth, too far or too back....
bleah i need concentrate a lot more on my passes.

then after trng chiong to thetoilet to bathe.
and i felt vry banana-ish cos i was wearing class tee....
then chiong all the way to coro to buy dinner and flowers!
haha hcjc had a concert also so the flower shop was almost out of stock.
lucky still have flowers(:
ate dinner and went audi for choir concert!
and there wasnt anymore seats so we sat first row(:
hahaha the choir was quite intidimating cos there were quite BIGxD
then a lot of thigns happen!
shannon lost her wallet/handphone/ money.
jianing nose BLEED!
lol then i was communicating a lot at the first half of the concert.
lucky everything was solved.
hahaha the songs were vry vry nice :D
and the way they moved and sway was sure funny(:
amanda swayed like a monkey:D
hahahaha and her expression looks a bit constipated but vry cute like a piggy.
the whole concert was vry nice but time sure flies vry fast tt it was already the end of the concert....
snt nicks was nice too(:
then at teh end when they cleared teh stage i shouted "AMANDA!"
and i think i saw her turn arnd? lollll hehheh.
the whole thing was fabulous and i believe all of them sang their hearts out.
but i still dont like the butt of the er conductor><><><
cos it was blocking amanda's face!!!!!
hahaha then van, chuan,me, celeste, shannon, jianing and junqi went up to 3rd floor to look for amanda tan wei mun to deliver the flowers!
and it was such screaming time when me and junqi were afraid of the dark=.=
cos SOME ppl keep scaring us la!
then i was grabbing and hugging jianing cos i was really scared.
the whole entire floor was full of DARKNESS D:
omg tian ah nxt time dont ever go up in the night.....
so we went down and saw amanda!
hahahaha she looked very nice and pretty(:
hmmm then talked for a while and had to go.
went macs a while.

hmmm hope you like the letter and flowers amanda! (: great concert!

p/s hope tt disaster wont happen.....

2008-05-16T21:32:00.000-07:00

TRAINING! (: taken by chuanling

SABBATICALS!

all the diff colour of aga aga piled up! :D
the nice solution!

sabbaticals! food chem was quite ok la. nt tt fun cos i dint really know anybody there.....

CHOIR CONCERT! (:

hahaaha consecutive shots! :D the piggy head is visible (:

BLEAH! see the conductor's big butt blocking amanda? i was wanting to smack it the whole time but i didnt(: haha i know this is mean....but who ask it block amanda(:

snt nicks choir(:

the intimidating nyc cos we were sitting in the front row(:yaye i see amanda! hahaha she looksquite short and cute there:D

2008-05-13T20:53:00.000-07:00

hello!
im in the com lab now(:
and amanda face looks like a piggy again....
anw all along look like a pig so nvm :D
then shes shaking her PIG HEAD now!
jianing the china doll is so engroosed in her work tt she is expresionless.
junqi at her dashboard going to post sth.
lalalalala.
hmm ytd was quite a lot of things day.
most of tt time there was this evil devil in me tt made me dao ppl><
sry to those especicially amanda tan wei mun....
always end up daoing you one><
and daoing make myself feel even worse:D
lesson learnt : dont dao hahaha and im not daopok la mandy tan

she just spined many rounds arnd her chair and smiling at herself...
hais wu liao person:D
today ran 2.4km in the morning.
woah traffic jam then my father's car stuck in the middle of the road=.=
and i was late for napfa. couldnt run with jieying><
11.59 min. although it was under 12 but can be better.
hahaha thx to all those who came to see me(:
now my head feels gong and my legs vry nua.
and i think i failed bio spa.
although it was very fun getting the long green thingo and plucking out all the seeds, but the qns i all dont know how to do.

ehhh dont know what to post already.
latr theres assembly and im going somewhere with junqi after maths remedial! ok.
byebye!

random!

2008-05-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

hello this is a random post!

jolene = black dao person = terrifying netballer!

remember this equation!:D

hahahaha everyone say good luck to jolene for her 2.4 this wednesday... even though she'll get like 0.0001111 sec or something. pro black person(:

stop being emotionless and blurr you blacky!

LIVEN UP! term2's coming to an end!

hahaha this is such a crappy postxD

2008-05-12T04:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha this is the pic i did on photoshop today after school while waiting for amanda and jianing to finish their work :D mwhahahahaha! (:

2008-05-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
hahaha today was not much special.
woke up at 10+
and discovered my mother disappeared><
she went to buy lunch....
then gave her the earring i bought for her(:
and then i did some work in the afternoon
and talked to amanda on the phone.
then latr we wanted to go yishun sakae sushi eat one.
but amanda said all fully booked already including northpoint.
failed attempt to meet each other for dinner:(
in the end went for my bigbig family vegeatarian dinner at ang mo kio.
ate till quite full.
then latr we went to the macs drive through to buy nuggets and ice cream.
and then my father was like
"one nugget student meal and one mariva ice cream"
us: VANILLA!
dad: oh! one vanira ice cream!
us: VANILLA!
dad one marina ice cream!
us: -faints-

mac person : oh one VANILLA ice cream sir?
tt person was in a want to laugh but cannot laugh the tone and it was damn funny. marina ice cream!

hahaha i shall go write letters and er stone. byebye.

2008-05-10T09:53:00.000-07:00

hah i shall post abt friday the ytd!
hmm wheeled shannon up as usual with the sleepy amanda in the morning(:
shannon yeo! hope you get well soon! and dont return with another cast!
then the loong assembly with the npcc was quite boring.
npcc march was quite scary when they stomped their feet.
malay was slack lesson in the library(:
got quite angry for some reasons.
then i started to lie down to sleep....
when everybody started to mess my hair and TIE it....omg><
of cos the ending was NOT NICE.
with everybody shoving out hps.
recess was ice pop! hahaha ice pops are nice when you dont break them into half.
music latr was the last one of our ny life.
so it was quite memorable in a way too.
cos we sang "DARE TO DREAM"
a super super nice song! best ever!(:
if anybody has it can send me?

then cl was quite er boring hehheh.
and i was feeling unproportionate.
as in not normal.
lunch clean up classroom. then jiamin arrived again with her deodorant! hahaha.
i went up to print stuffs for chuanling at com lab.
then went back classroom to play elephant beachball with jiamin. funfunfun(:
hahaha and then was home ecs! cooked beehoon.
although it dint turned out that nice.....><
and it may be the cos of my rash drng trng afterwards.
drama was quite ok la.

then after school was RUSH cos i scared i will be late for cca. so chionged like crazy.
soon, many choir ppl swarmed into the class to help amanda with her geog sia.
woah quite scary. worse than black ppl i think :D
was quite excited cos i haven been trng for quite some time.
warm up was fun with ice and freeze(:
then latr we did some ball drills.
and the worst thing happened....
many mosquito-like rash started appearing on my cheek><
bleah scary face....so sat down to let my face rest.
was pouring water on my face to wash wtv dirt off.
and amanda walked past.....lolllll
hmm then went to get ice from pe depart to dispel the swelling.
and YAYE it worked! so i could continue trng(:
oh and our the number "1" grp of tt trng was the most sway one.

1st: my face had many rash D:
2nd: chuanling sprained her ankle D:
3th: joey fell and her knees bled D:

so our population was getting lesser.
we need more baby bonus.

2008-05-05T02:18:00.000-07:00

hmmm quite a slack day.
received a letter with a scary dentures gummy....abit sia si ren.
sprained ankle drng morn court :/
cant train and run 2.4 tmr....
then had LA which was quite boring.....
cme was stoning.
then shannon also sprained her ankle.
so we two go toilet tgt is two paika walk tgt.
wang lao shi not coming for two days
so we did li jie 6. bleah always do and do very sian><
then history was slack cos mrs kuan dint come.
movie screening on some random stuff but i dint really watch it.
after school stayed back to wait for junqi to finish her lijie.
and amanda tan had two lijie to finish still dont faster do! aiyohyoh.
slept throughout the bus.
then when i was on my way home,
i walked past this pitiful old woman who had her legs curved in and had difficulty in walking....
then latr i was at the traffic junction where i had to cross the road.
and somehow there were SO MANY CARS! so according to the policemen who came to our primary school in p4 said tt we shld look left and right when crossing the road, i looked LEFT and RIGHT.
suddenly i noticed jus now tt old woman waving frantically at me...... =OOOO
then she said BYEBYE to me.
ohmymamatian and papadi!>< so freaky.
cos i dont even know her. i was like trying to remember whether i saw her be4...
so i faster said byebye to her and siam off into my condo's gate as fast as possiblexD
lucky she dint follow me.
quite a scary experience. although it is counted friendly.
EXTREMELY friendly already. cos we dint even say hello. then end with byebye. nvm.

of cos i said byebye and walked away as fast as i could into my condo's gate.....
woah lucky she nv follow me.....
quite scary cos some random person say byebye to you on the street although it is quite nice to friendly.
but this is EXTREMELY friendly already.

lesson learnt : never look behind to say BYEBYE to any random person

p/s and i know its mean to say this....but why dint you come to school today??? you dont want to face the truth...isnt it? its sooner or later somebody will say it. so dont get all pissed up and angry. not showing up in school to face everybody is jus cowardice....bye.

2008-05-03T05:21:00.000-07:00

hello(:
hmm had project meeting as usual in the morn.
but this time i need not wake up so early anymore, cos it was at my hse.
and zhao junqi reached the bus stop at 10 05 when the meeting supposed to be 10 30...
chionged like crazy.
then we started doing la POEMS!
actually creating poems can be fun. especially LOVE poems.
hahaha cos all sorts of crazy ideas will pop out.
then lunch was macs.
shared mac wings and nuggets with junqi. and we started creating another love poem there.
with a couple right beside us.....
shall post some parts :

"love is vast, full of lust. i saw you, and sparks fly."
"our journey begins, with a GRIN"
"we created a new life, through the surgery knife"
"but hearts beating in unison, our love will never die"

draining away my sorrows,
like a colourful rainbow,
you help me when i'm down,
making myself found.
without your presence,
my soul wont have essence,
for what you have given,
it will never be forgotten.

lol and shannon kept praising herself tt she can be pro poet.
hah dont worry we 4 are not love sick or wtv.
it just came out of our minds (:
junqi left for organ lesson while me celeste and shannon went back to do geog sia.
bleah finally finished everything and started to....
watch liang popo! WUWUWUWUWUWU~
hmmm they left at 5 30 and i went to sleep till 7 30.
and my dinner was infested with ants>< size="1">

some decisions are quite a regret.
but even if time was returned,
it would still be dilemma....
are decisions tt painful to make?
even if some ppl mean more to me,
i dont want anybody to get hurt><
a hyprocrite in what i actually mean.
but this feeling came after deciding.....
sorry

2008-05-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

hah today was quite eventful?
first started off with me meeting amanda at the canteen.
actually i wanted to help her carry her noodles,
but she actually muscularly carried to the canteen! (:
hmmm then went down court and i DONT look like ah ma!
and we vandalised the court a little bit. not say a lot la.
then assembly was a lot of things!
hahah first shannon went up and she was the only one figiting arnd and giggling at herself, which made it super funny!
then choir went up to sing some songs. and the actions were super funny also! hahaha! SOMEBODY say it was suppose to be seducing..... :oooo

hmm then had class breakfast! i think i took too much spaghetti sauce....><><><

trng warmup was vry fun! hahaha but napfa had to stop it.
and the way shannon come and find us was quite cute(:
then did napfa. quite ok la. my situps was screwed up when a lot were not counted....
hmm then trng was not very tedious after tt.
yea then went home with jianing and junqi.

is history going to repeat itself again...?idk.

2008-05-01T03:36:00.000-07:00

i dont know what to do now.....
so super super super SUPER SUPER SUPER BOREDDDDDDD!
everybody is rushing work tt is due tmr.
so its very bad to go bother them.
hah nvm i shall be a quiet person and stay in wait....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
the weather sucks. so hot until it want to cook me.
no wonder theres such a thing called the HOTDOG!
now i think im one already.
yaye humandog.
tmr is napfa! ahhhhhhhhh my sit and reach and pull ups.
diediedie. shall go practice now.
im bored :/ byebye.
byebye.
byebye.
rahhhhhhhh actually i have many things to do.
but i dont feel like.
BYEBYE

2008-04-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

long time no update.

TUESDAY
settled some things in the morning.
glad tt misunderstandings are cleared(:
i think ytd was quite good.
cos both aspects are cleared.
science was nsw, the pe volleyball serving which i failed 14/30, then music performance, maths quiz. nth much to elaborate on.
trng started at 3 30. ran 7 rounds under the super hot sun.
then did passes with medicine ball and many passes which was quite exhausting to the shoulder and hand muscles. but it was good(:
and did a defending drill where you must hop to intercept the ball by looking at the thrower eyeball. and another one where you must imitate what the ppl beside you doing by using your sideveiws. quite interesting and fun.
heard tt we cant compete in ENL this year cos we wouldnt be able to commit to it. so we are joining a carnival! hope everybody can make it so tt we can send in 3 teams. last year carnival reminded me of BANANAS and ms chang's sandwiches.
ohohoh and my angel finally wrote to me(:
but the thing is i haven write to my mortal....><
hahaha can sort of guess who she is already cos of the handwriting.
then went back with junqi.

went home was super duper exhausted.
like totally whole body nua diao.
very long nv felt this kind of tiredness after trngs.
then i dropped watermelon, chicken bone, fork, and broke a bowl.
can see how jelly my hands are.
went to sleep quite early.

csm! hah the weather was as hot as ever D:
then we were sitting there stoning when we looked through some booklet abt the runners today.
then we saw 4 x 100m (205)! then we were like :OOOO OHMYTIAN NEED RUN?!?! hahahaha cos we dint know neeed run. lucky i wore sport shoes.
in the end, we got SECOND.... (fat hope) LAST! second last! hah! at least better than last year, we dint even get into finals. then at the end, we ended up fanning each other under the umbrella and spraying water at each other.

then went orchard with shannon, junqi and celeste to orchard. cos shannon wanted to buy coach wallet for mother's day present. lol the whole 174 was packed with ny ppl. and we were on the same bus with lihan, yixuan and joling. so searched for coach shop. hah and the wallet was $449... shannon heartbreak. hah then i bought one earring for my mother whcih i dont know whether she will like anot. went food court to eat. those stalls all got go on newspapers or magazine before one so all got standard. so the food nice = price also nice. one plate the least is abt $4>< then went home le. hahaha. and i met priscillia outside the mrt and we started talking abt a lot of things. rgs having exams now. woah ours is like after june holidays.....then talked abt some ppl in rgs bitching abt ppl to get attention but end up being ostracized by everybody. then when we crossed the road, she will hold me for dont know what reason O.O hmmm reached home at abt 2. tmr is labour day! and friday is napfa! woah this week so eventful.

ASHOKA!

2008-04-27T06:05:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA! ASHOKA! STARTING FROM LEFT : ARTIST
( DRAWN ON JIANING'S HISTORY PAPER RANDOMLY LAST YEAR )
MOST LEFT : SHANNON'S
MIDDLE : JUNQI'S
MOST RIGHT : ME
-THESE SHOWS THE IMPRESSIONS OF ASHOKA IN US-
REPORT FINISHED :D

2008-04-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

haven been posting for a long time.
shall start from thursday.
...dont remember what happen.
CIP! woodlands primary!
the p6 there were quite ok la.
the boys very gay only.
lolll cos everybody CHIIONG to the girls.
so me shannon and others took one big pile of very gay boys.
and they keep doing weird things O.O
hahaha but it was super funny and fun.
then the qns for them to ans was like woah....all common sense onexD
suddenly remembered how fun p6 life was.
no stress no worries. jus play, fun and laughter with everybody.
no backstabbers. no hypocrites. no vulgarities.
HAH! and miraculously, i left my bottle there....
so i think its gone forever><

friday!
went up class cos court was quite empty....
then i got quite angry at some stuffs and went down.
and i lost to ziwei and joey in tic-tac-toe D:
alamak lo. tic tac toe leh! hahaha cos i dont think be4 i put.
then there was only one pole. so we dint get to play.
and sec1s were at the VERYVERY tip of the court. hahaha like illegal gathering like tt.
it was pccg. watched some movie thing which was suppose to teach us sexual___? huh. anw a lot of biantai scene x_x malay latr was quiz which i think wasnt as difficult. lucky was mcq if not i would have failed totally.

music was performance and the bell rang when it was our turn!
hah super lucky! cos we still going to edit some parts.
and cl ying yong wen again....
fridays are such slack and nice days.
but teacher always spoils them by asking us to write zuo wen or yingyongwen every week without fail D: lunch went down with shannon to buy food and play volleyball and badminton. was quite fun (: but the shuttlecock fly down is like mosquito like tt....piuuuuuuuu......

home ecs was baking some bread egg apple raisin milk thing.
which tasted like the most horrible thing i ever made :X
the ingredients go inside oven to bake jus dont suit.
and amanda did with wang lao shi since xingying was sick.
hahahaha amanda dont know how to peel apple (:

drama was quite dark.
lol mdm ohlers was busy so we join mrnickng class.
and he rejected two grps for performanceO.O
cos of their costumes and music.
if my grp goes up right...surely no need perform one><
then watched some parts of last yr c&d performances.
we were asked to spot some mistakes then a lot of things.
then trng was...quite slack in a way.
but drng the game warm-up.
shihui was catching liyi when she pulled liyi's pe shirt.
and one whole BIG patch KACHA come out! hahahahaha!
it was like super funny cos one whole in between the whole shirt.
and the bottom was still intact.
the pe shirt became some shredded shirt after the process of some people.
then learnt rolling and side jumping with one leg.
still couldnt really get the hang of it yet.
then latr i helped kahmun deliver our lg1,2 to peter fang pigeon hole.
i saw junqi's bag at the band room there and....
RUNN all the way. lol. and amanda appeared!(:
started calling jianing like crazy and she dint picked up.
so when finally she answered, the convo was like this.

jianing: hello! sorry sorry dint ans the phone.
me: huh nvm la. i actually wanted to bluff you tt junqi fainted.
jianing: -gets agitated- HUH JUNQI FAINTED?!?!
me: -jianing got cheated- :D YA! she fainted at the band room there! ambulance coming in 3min!
jianing: OMG! REALLY AH! I COME BAND ROOM NOW!
me: YES LA REALLY LA! BLUFF YOU FOR WHAT!
jianing: AHHHH! I COME NOW! BYEBYE!
me: BYEBYE!

and jianing went all the way to band room.
while me amanda and junqi walked slowly to the canteen :D
hahahahahha super funny la.
then i called her again.
me: hello where are you?
jianing: WHERE ARE YOU! i at band room now! -sounds despo-
me: aiya i bluff you one la. i at canteen with junqi and amanda.
jianing: omg! byebye!

then she started smacking me when she saw me><
hahaha and then took bus back.

dont wanna fall apart.
i need you like glue.
stick with me,
and i'll STICK WITH YOU! (:

p/s jianing said her mother saw mas selamat at a furniture shop today:ooooo
MAS SELAMAT BOUGHT A NEW HOUSE AND WANTS TO BUY A NEW SOFA NOW!

2008-04-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

woah i think its long since i posted.
monday woke up at 6 30(:
cos we had to go support the badminton finals at toa poyoh then we went straight.
dint want to be late meeting jianing, shannon, junqi and celeste so reached super early.
then amanda missed our train at yiochukang and jianing was super funny on the phone.
and my shoe almost made me do SPLIT at the mrt platform while waiting for amanda.
FINALLY i was the one who lead the way cos i always got lost><><><><>< but all the runners were like trackers la. and gratz jieying coming first in 800m. and YAYE we got 3rd for relay! then went back for trng. ended quite soon and we went to play volleyball. and it ended when mrs sandy came... went back with jianing and junqi. hah kept laughing and laughing for dont know what. then in the bus, jianing asked me what was i going to do when i reached home. then i said "bathe..., eat already!" then she started laughing like some madwoman. then disrupted had to repeat the 'eat already' part and she laughed againo.O then this whole thing happened continuously for dont know how many times until junqi smsed us "what eat already?" lolllllll. then i was showing the pics i took in my phone. then laughed like crap. hahahah and junqi sent the picture to gladys=.= ok byebye. tmr is wednesday. all the lessons no slack one.

2008-04-18T06:19:00.000-07:00

rainbow in the morning(: camera quality vry lousy><hahahha amanda seems scared.....with her vry cute hairstyle(: i think she is traumatised by chuanling>< hahaha i suddenly saw this pic in my phone while browsing through. i think i prefer shannon's previous hairstyle :D

today was quite a funfilling day.
morning saw a rainbow (: like a good start of the day.
hahaha shall not say anything abt celeste drinking the oil.
cos she tot it was green tea cos it seem and smelled so.
pccg we were talking to wanglaoshi. she explained to us abt 咱们and我们 the difference. hahahaha.
then drama was quite funny la. jus tt i got smacked by amanda super hardly and many times><
hah and slike was pissed and high at the end. lol cos of the performance la. shannon can nv be a doctorhannon became the prostitute PIPI! junqi was the sleeping mummy. cl compo again. every friday also write one.....wrote abt great wall of china which i think will fail. lunch went to bake the cupcakes. orange and strawberry. chionged like crazy tgt. in the end managed to finish up. hah. history was slack then home ecs is . the patient will freak out....

orientation! was quite fun. cos like this year at least you know more ppl. not like last year so blurr dont really know everybody. played some water games, whacko and powder game which was i think most fun to me. cos like some ppl really unlucky kana those easy to do ones. hahaha then we got our mortals. mine's a sec1(: hmmm then ate and drank a lot. in the end we took out the oranges we left from baking and gave 6 to the sec ones. hah then suddenly at the end, ulanda suddenly happy new year to me with the oranges and chased us arnd and arnd.. LOLLLL. it was quite scary><
hah then we played half court. after tt jaime was opening a coke bottle. then all the coke jus PIUSHHHH out like magical fountain like tt and michelle kena alot. hahahaha and half the bottle was gone! then went home with junqi and jianing.

getting vry irritated with r and a and some other ppl. cos its like we know what we doing so dont anyhow make assumptions. things may not seem correct on the outside but its jus the strong bond inside us. stop the gossips and weird eyes. i will jus bark at ppl who......if you dont believe, then forget it. its the matter of trust. r and a is jus making more & more ppl disliking them. cos they jus gossipgossip&gossip and a is jus a hypocrite. stop trying to show concern as it only makes you seem more fake. you pangseh and hurt so many ppl. i dont want to be so bad anymore. cos this whole thing POLLUTE MY BLOG. BLOG POLLUTION. CANCEL CANCEL ERASE ERASE!

p/s hope you are feeling much okay(:

2008-04-17T07:11:00.001-07:00

today was quite a stoning day.
jus felt super chen1 zhong4 the whole entire day.
until i almost cried.
then morning settled some things with shannon(:
and OMG the frogs died =o lol bt they dint have any food. cant blame them.
there was om presentation.
i think it was quite ok la.
cos like so long nv even practice fully.
got this type of performance is called good already.
lunch was like wandering arnd with junqi shannon and jianing.
then like shannon was playing with her jelly icecream.
in the end we shared a bowl of noodles. lol.
then there was a lot of sauce left behind from the wanton mee.
so we drank them all using teh nuptial wine way.
the one where your hand go across then you drink one.
was super funny. cos shannon juice dripped on my hand! hahahaha.
bio was QUITE sick>< i finally know what a condom looks like O.O
yuan lai shi na yang de.....
then got injection, then some other biantai stuffs.
free periods for LA and history. cme was super boring><
and i slept a lot drng tt short 30mins. hahaha
oh and we 'bully' amanda with her cute hair :D hahaha bt as usual she was super shy and dint dare let us take photos....

trng was very tiring today.
quite happy tt i survived and reached home safe and sound.
we did runnings and some sets.
but i think the runnings did the job. like can really feel yourself PUSHING PUSHING. lol.
super super tiring>< and i think i was at the same time venting some frustration out of the day...
yaye i think grace is working really really hard. like got the determination to improve and improve(: then was ball work with runs also. like almost died too. i think my stamina really very no good. cos i feel like dying at everything after tt. lol.
i think i affect chuanling in doing her things cos i cant concentrate to throw a proper pass to her.
sweat like a pig today! like chionged all the way. then my head feel giddy >< and my whole lower body parts feel super NUA. jelly jelly one.
went home with junqi. realise i forgotton my shoe bag in class. then latr i forget bring back my phone....saddnening><

p/s im sure if perserverance is there, continueing to maintain this hardtocome friendship will not be difficult when we try tgt. dont ever give up hope! (:

2008-04-16T04:07:00.000-07:00

ok i shall post since jianing requested. hah.
hmmm nth much la actually.
tue morning i saw aman from FARFAR away! hehheh.
then lessons were jus blehbleh boring.
pe was quite fun la. and music! hahaha singing was super funny(:
had some bsp thing till 15 30 and trng was dragged.
lol is like super difficult to get the scholarship and cant take 3sci.
wasnt really listening...and junqi kept laughing O.O
LORRLYPOP! the teacher said tt we shld nt buy tt if we get the $1000 from government from tt program.
trng started with 7 rounds arnd the track. and we did circuit which was quite tiring.
then did one hand things in the hall as it started to rain.
as usual, mrs sandy tan came in with the mas selamat thing againO.O
i think he went overseas already or else laying in wait at her house><
saw amanda and chionged all the way. saw jianing hahaha. then waited for miss zhao who caused us to miss one 852 (:
talked lots of crap. and somehow i became ong cow?! lolllll.
junqi was supporting me the whole bus trip. hahaha first time she held on to my bag so i dint fall...and the girl beside her was like laughing???
second time was she took out her phone, the bus turned into bishan.....BIG TURN = BIG FALL. cos junqi couldnt support me and i totally lost my balance! fell straight down on a guy's head><><
reached home super tired. collaspe at 10+

today
nth much happened.
jus tt drng maths and cl lesson.
got a bit angry for dont know what reason><
jus feel THE ANGER RISING UP MY HEAD.
and my heart felt quite soft??? lol. weird feeling.
bio was nxt. omg so disgusting.....ABORTION.
eee the video said some stick jus go in and anyhow move to kill the baby and crunch the head....its like ohmymamatian! ohmypapadi! some ppl cried>< super sick lucky video was low quality if not we would have saw everything CLEARLY. nv have underage sex! ok why am i saying this. lalallaa nvm.
la was discussing abt the movie 'hero'.
hah we watched for past two days. its quite a nice show jus tt it repeats and repeats lol and colour keep changing. love movie screenings cos.....hehheh cos it is warm! hahaha i dont make sense. nvm!
lunch went sac with junqi. amanda was on duty! lol dont know what stupid things we did there. say many nynb things. hahaha then there was this one "nynb sec1s o'7" then all the names. then somebody went to KACHA cancel xuyue's name. lollll jus seem quite funny. and they are going to repaint the walls....cos its really super vandalised by us. hah.
assembly was quite ok la. some maths and science quiz on stage. at first they tried the BEEP button then super funny(: then all the qns i also dont know how to do one....its like woah. hahah gratz to 202 who won 203 and 213. sat beside junqi and amanda! then we went to eat our 'lunch' and went for maths remedial. lol super little ppl and unproductive....its like not necessary to have remedials>< hmmm then went home yi1 yi1 bu4 she3. lol.
i think tts all. the whole bus trip was sleeping. and i was so lucky to wake up at my stop jus nice. byebye.

let this friendship go on and on(:

2008-04-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

morning court today was vry fun (:
cos it was full court and there were bibs.
super sweaty though and latr proceeded to lt for movie screening of 'hero'
woah so nice the show. then quite complicated also.
and my hand felt warm miraculously :D
then we went to support the volleyball finals i think.
ny won! heh ny supporters is like less than 20.
the jurong sec one is like woah seh! 10 buses full of ppl.
walked all the way to choa chukang mrt under the nice rain.
inexplicable feeling in the rain (:
went to shannon's hse for music project.
and amanda was tricked into pressing the wrong doorbell!
hahaha super funny ah! and tt hse was an indian's one><
lucky nobody was at home. and blurr sotong amanda still so enthu(thinking it was real), happily pressed the doorbell. then me,shannon, junqi and jianing faster SIAM. hah super funny.
then in the end chose the song only. then went down to play volleyball.
lol all of us ended up being drenched>< and shannon became a temporary STRICT coach.hahaha.
escorted amanda in 854. for oncce i tot she was kidnapped, lost or wtv.....and i got real worried>lalala tmr theres trng! and theres pe! lol.

p/s thank YOU alot alot for the 17 hearts! a very nice surprise indeed(:

2008-04-13T04:20:00.001-07:00

hahaha shall post abt ytd at shannon's hse!
super super super fun!
overslept as usual and was late for 15min>then we started on our la RAFT advertisements.
geog history did some.
then lunch was beehoon and nice soup.
and we went to buy frogs and shannon asked until so funny.
"you wan...go buy cockroach?"
cos we were talking abt cockroaches. HAHAHAHA!
then me and shannon chiong all the way to the market.
junqi left before we reached home.
we also bought some worms hahaha. and the frogs were much easier than the fish. bought 6 for $1.80 and the worms was $0.30. much much cheaper than the fish experiment. we decided to do on salinity! which was much easier and it succeeded in the end! yaye hahaha!
the salt one died in a vry graceful manner. the non-salt one still as healthy as ever!
celeste went home at 6pm while i stayed back for steamboat dinner! hah junqi pangseh me ah....
we went to change the frogs water and shannon let all 3 of them to jump abt in the toilet as we both AHHHHHH!
then she flushed the dead 3 into the toilet bowl =.= hahahahha!
and we scrubbed her 2 tortoises shells (:
hah then went down to play volleyball with shannon, brother and sister!
super fun! hahaha the ball went everywhere bt inside the pavalliion it was quite stuffy><
BUT IT WAS SUPER FUN! WHEEEEEEEE! i want more volleyball playing! bt only those at shannon's hse was fun. hah school one dont have the "feel"
went up and shannon lend me her lsc shirt to change into.
dinner started and shannon scooped food like crazy into my bowlllll!
AHHHH i was like stopstopstop! then she nv stop.... hahaha eat until very full!
the dinner was nice! got abalone and scallop hehe. then her family talked a lot of funny things then very interesting! not like my one, even we sit tgt to eat, there wont be any topics....jus the difference lo.
then ate some grape jelly thing. hahaha my stomach like going to BURST already!
saw shannon post! and her new blogskin is jus so funny! hahaha super suit her!
and when it was 10pm like tt, my father came to fetch me home. hah had a great day at her there (:

and we settled some misunderstandings also! wheee hah finally you said everything out! (: and i dont only treat you as a laughing friend, i treat you as a VERY SPECIAL AND INDESCRIBEABLE friend! <3 dont worry, we will help you no matter what.

p/s i really hope it wont happen as you mean alot alot to me. SMILE ALWAYS! (:

2008-04-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

SHANNON'S VOLLEYBALL! HAHAHA SO NICE!
DEAD FROGS! HAHAHAA! SO GRACEFUL!
the 3 survivors of the day! hahaha they all looking at shannon! hahaha so attractive la she! (:
the worm that we fed the frogs. hahahaha!
CELESTE AND THE FROGGIE!!! HAHAHAHAH!
funny barbie doll!!! dont know whose! hahaha jus saw it! (: SUPER FUNNY! rambutan head!

PICTURES! FIRST!

2008-04-11T06:05:00.000-07:00

trng today was quite ok la.
jus tt the weather abit sunny><><><><>< lunch i blabbered everything out to shannon and then went to visit amanda. hahaha.

i guess it was only a misunderstanding....

2008-04-05T05:05:00.000-07:00

my tooth is wriggling in my mouth.
how uncomfortable :/
and its like 9/10 loose.
but i dont dare pluck out....
ahhhhhh it feels like a baby. its a baby tooth!

ytd lessons were SO lame. coz audrey, van and shannon were laughing at a lame thing =.= rahhhhh its not true la. and i was a lil bit irritated by the number of things put inside my jacket and shirt....but not tt serious la. and homecons was super boring la. oh yea i think we screwed up drama perf. only junqi looked like a japanese. jianing looked like a sumo custume. me and shannon look like market malays.

oh and geog lesson teacher couldnt be here. and i was supposed to show the wkbk ans tt she gave me...and i FORGET! i actually searched my bag crazy, checked her pigeonhole, and went photocopying shop. and i even screamed nonsense at the class and was returned with blurr stares>
trng was 6 rounds arnd track in 10mins. did in 9mins. but i dint push myself hard enough. if i could reach jiaen, i would be super happy. then did the ball drop, catch with one hand and throw thing. couldnt really do properly. hand kept going up><

then we went over to the other court to play. then like halfway i saw these three hedgehog heads (amanda, leting and another somebody) from the bushes (bags) in the canteen looking at us! so freaky =O i was like O.O tianah what are they doing there?!?! loll the 6pm bell rang and we stopped. coz latr mrs sandy tan will come and "faster go home! mas selamat coming to catch you!" then the atmosphere was a bit dull. yea. and i agree with one snr who said on tue trng tt your mood will affect your teammates. like you feel sian, everybody will also feel sian. and amanda said we looked intidimating. wow.lol. they left and i went back with junqi.

and i dozed off at 9++ in the mean while waiting for amanda to finish her tuition to come online! ahhhhh feel super bad coz...she had a journey of great thinking. hahaha. my eyes were so not loyal. and i off the 10pm timer which was meant for me to sleep. and i was angry with my phone for ringing then. lol and i woke up at 8 30 and replied amanda sms. ate tomyam noodles, almond jelly and peanut pancake for breakfast. really wow at how i took them without thinking. lol but it was a really nice breakfast. lalalala then did some work.

AFTERNOON! hahaha had a real funny and nice convo with ms tan. hahaha tts not a teacher by the way. talked abt many random stuffs and she started reading random blogs posts! and many hilarious things happened and she became unglam and biantai :o hahahahaha! talked for real long! 2hrs++ and she somehow feels accomplished.. hahaha weirdo. stopped when my parents came home. sad.

"it was funny, it didnt feel like it was funny, and i didnt want to laugh, but i wanted to laugh, so i laughed" - ms mandy tan

this is what she said! its like super contrasting and funny. abt how she forced her laugh out. its jus too her. hahaha. cheem person.

hmmm i think the class shld stop being ostracized towards her. its not tt i was nv a "murderer" but i think since its the last year we are tgt, jus let everything go and not enter into ppl's private things as there may be some things we dont understand although it really seems not appealing on the outside. but even if so, shld nt have one big grp gossiping. haiya dont know la. and now she lost trust in the ppl arnd her. but i know tt secrets can surely be told when you know tt person well enough and enough to trust. im sure you will definitely find tt person one day. jus tt it is delaying only. i have found mine. its jus the 'thing' between you and the person. i think i sound crap. but jus leave her alone la. ok bye.